I know this pain all too well and I know exactly how you feel. It is extremely difficult to put on a brave face when dealing with the handling the death of someone so close to yourself. Having to go through all of his belongings, deciding what to do with what, is not a task I would not wish on anyone. It is painful and seems to take forever. However, there are a lot of good memories in those belongings and it is those memories that are a person's immortality. So long as you remember him, he will live forever in your heart and soul.
We all need that little spark, that candle in the darkness to keep hope alive. As I had said, you are not alone. If you feel the need to talk. Just reach out.
One step at a time is all you can do. It has been seven years since my father passed away and we still have not moved all of his belongings anywhere. It's just too painful to do so. I and so many others know your pain all too well. Hang in there.
I don't know why I let myself dream anymore. Every time I do I hurt myself. It's not because my dreams are impossible but do to things out of my control. 2 times this year I made plans and dreamed of spending time with one I would to call mine. Now, each time this virus has blocked my path. I one time this summer only because I pushed aside virus fears and took a chance while sleeping in a car at night. I'm just feeling depressed. Knowing there is nothing I can do to fix this. What has happened I'm not at fault for. It's just that i dared to dream.
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