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Meth: a Ticking Timebomb Gone Viral

by Dr Gonzo

Rated: 18+ · Book · Biographical · #2258138

This is my blog & my hope, writing daily will help me see my progress and log supporters.

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dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 21, 2024 at 2:54pm
In response to "The Covid Train"

I hope you recover very soon.

Today is better for me, I hope things change for the better for you. I understand from my perspective about being sick. Usually when I'm sick, it is best for me to be alone because my energy is sapped and I need a lot of rest. I hope you can rest well and get quality sleep as needed.

I'm glad you were able to get what you needed so you can be home and recover.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 15, 2024 at 2:09pm
In response to "The Price We Will Pay Is High. But the Cost To Earth Low"

The greed and selfishness of humans are greater destruction that like a virus runs rampant. Sadly nature endures this horrific affliction upon the earth. I hope we learn to respect nature and ourselves so that we will have a beneficial change of heart and mind.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 15, 2024 at 1:51pm
In response to "Third World vs First World in a Fight to Death"

Now, if only some of this could be learned and moved here. The closest to this I can get is raising my own food. I'm glad for you. I hope your health improves.

Safe travels and many blessings.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 15, 2024 at 1:42pm
In response to "The Friendship Equation"

Here are the boxing gloves and I'll cheer you to success regularly.

Temptation can be very difficult to resist. I hope you can resist and successfully enjoy life to the fullest.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 15, 2024 at 1:29pm
In response to "My New Best Friend."

Now how cool is it to have a back scrubber at your becon call night and day? I'm glad you have this new friend. Of course, this means a one-sided conversation unless you manage to get a word in edgewise. And it might be that you get tired of all the attention, I hope you can easily find the exit. Beware of the jealous type who might take offense to your attentions toward Lufa. Besides Lufa better not sneak about while you're not looking.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 15, 2024 at 1:23pm
In response to "My New Best Friend."

Fishing, well be patient and enjoy the adventure. Enjoy each moment of life and take in the beauty all around. Cultivate friendship and let it grow and prosper. I hope things work out well for you and your new friend.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 14, 2024 at 4:05pm
In response to "Every Up has a Down...Every In has an Out"

"One happy camper" sounds good. I'm glad you are thriving and enjoying life where you are, doing what you are doing, and following your sense of adventure. How lost indeed? There are several ways to become lost, so take care to have a map of some sort to lead you on the proper path. I can imagine riding your bike is kinda like flying and remaining on earth.

Safe travels and many blessings.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 12, 2024 at 9:15pm
In response to "The Best Day of My Life...Well, One of Them"

I'm glad you enjoyed your day to the fullest. You could turn much of this story into a book.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 11, 2024 at 12:54pm
In response to "My Imaginary 'Friend'"

Good luck with your class.

I haven't had any experiences like those you describe, but I do know about dimensions, demons, and spiritual stuff according to scripture, and other sources. It is true in most situations that psychiatry does not include spiritual/religious stuff. My understanding is that if you want to explore further via professional help, you might find what you're looking for by finding a person who is religious and also has medical/psych knowledge, but depending on the belief you might need to interact with several people before finding the right person.

Usually, demons are not safe to trifle with, so be careful.

Angels are very different.

dogpack:saving 4 premium: DWG

Apr 10, 2024 at 2:02pm
In response to "Raised By Alcoholics"

I'm glad I met your best friend; you. It's good you have a second best friend. You have great physical and mental strength and the wisdom to get with it; good for you. Congratulations!

February 7, 2022 at 4:13am

#1026214

Lost

It's been a month since I last made an entry, and a month is a long time in the life of an addict.

I relapsed within days of my last entry, it seemed so inevitable now...and even then. I felt it coming, and like a train approaching the station, there was nothing I could do to stop it. And so, how will I stop it the next time?

There has come a reaction to using meth which is getting worse every time I use...panic attacks that are the most frightening thing I have ever experienced. The problem is that within days, I dismiss the effect and have justified using again.

I am lost at the moment. I know what I need to do, yet I am terrified of what I might do. I am truly sorry to all those who have supported me in the past...the guilt and shame I feel right now is almost too much to bear. Believe me when I say, I still want to be free from this drug, I just don't know how.

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