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Whew! Life! It's time to get down and let her rip! |
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Created: March 13th, 2005 at 1:12am
Modified: October 27th, 2016 at 9:26pm
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It's time to get SERIOUS. I haven't been writing due to life but I know now if I let life stand in the way of my talent I will loose it. I have to write or read about writing. I have to hand write in journals. I have to be active on this sight. I need to read the literature I want to write! We all have to get with the program or get off the speed boat of life.
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Some times I wonder why this life is so painful and has been for others who lived before us. As I've went through my Mother's things I've found letters from the early 1900's. My great-grandmother received a letter from her sister in 1919 towards the ending of the letter it said, "This is such a troublesome world sis. I hope we never have to come on this earth again but we'll meet in heaven where there will be no sorrow and we will meet and never be separated again. So sad life remains the same.
Diane |
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My best friend's Mom had an invilad husband and he was an alcholic. He would ramble on and on just driving my best friend crazy. This was her Dad and they had a horrible relationship. One time while she was visiting her mother and she was doing her handy work-sewing my friend ask her MOTHER, "How do you stand him? Does he ever shut up?" Her Mother said, "What darling? Your Father? I ignore him. Susie, you have to find your own happiness not find it in someone else making you happy."
She was so right. So from this day forward I'm going to try her techique and realize I have to make myself happy in this life. I've been married to this man 31 years and I don't have the money to make a move although now I have 2 houses to rent out. I'm 55. Do I want to start another relationship this late in the game?
I fight the depression with pills and theapy. I garden, volunteer teaching seniors arts and crafts (I get to attend the big swimming pool for free for doing the classes), I can go visit my daughter to get away from him, so I think I should just stay and do my own thing while he does his. I don't think the love will be back again. Not the love a husband and wife should have so I guess I'll see if my son wants to go on a date with me tonight.
I will make my own happiness. |
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| I don't understand death. As a child my faith was so strong. Is it no wonder Jesus loves the little children so much. I don't understand the world. The bad marriages...one of which I'm going to have to get out of if things don't change. I am just so depressed someone help me see the light, please. |
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Digging in the dirt really is good thearpy! You get to see all these little bugs and big earthworms. It's wonderful to see the sprouts come up from all the things I've planted. Green beans, Lima beans, Corn, Watermelons, Gourds...I'm really getting in to this. I'm also enjoying a little Water Color Journaling. It's fun and great to leave to your children after you leave this world. The written word instead of typed words look so good on great paper with watercolors of flowers and things you see outside. It's good to go out and appreciate all our creator has made.
See ya'll! |
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| Death is so painful. I miss talking to my Mom everyday. I wonder when it will end or if it ever will. |
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| After losing my Mom Feb. 23 I don't feel like doing a thing. I feel like I'm in sort of a limbo state I can't get out of and my mind constanly goes back to the cold grave her shell lives in; yes, I know it isn't her soul but it doesn't make it any easier. |
February 28, 2010 at 2:18am
February 28, 2010 at 2:18am
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| Today was a hard day because I laid my mama down to rest not far from my home. I am the last of the family being the only child, only niece, and only grandchild. There was a small crowd and I was tired last night; I knew I had to be the speaker. I planned to have my index cards to know what to say but no time to write them. So I addressed each person individually and told them how each of them posessed a trait of my Mothers. It turned out better than I expected with each one saying what a wonderful job I did on my speech. It was a hard day but I got through it and I treasure the smells of my Mom which is left behind until they disappear. |
February 6, 2010 at 5:54pm
February 6, 2010 at 5:54pm
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| My Mom is not doing well and it is so hard to watch plus she is stubborn. Everything has to be just so or it upsets her. The last thing I did was put the bird seed in the wrong place under the table. I would rather be a messy housekeeper with art and writing on my side than to be such a perfectionist in my house that the least little thing would get on my nerves. Do you ever think that there isn't going to be an announcement on your tombstone saying: She mopped a damn mean ass floor, you could eat off of them. |
February 4, 2010 at 2:05am
February 4, 2010 at 2:05am
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| very emotional right now. Need to let it out. |
January 8, 2010 at 7:04am
January 8, 2010 at 7:04am
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I finally bit the bullet and bought a new laptop on HSN. A wonderful machine and to boot I have wireless internet. My life is on a wonderful note until the bill comes in for the computer. I have made a vow to enter as many contests as I can and to try and have a few things published. I'm even going to try for the True Romance magazines if I at 55 can remember what romance is all about.
Of course, I have added some new books to stir up my muses. Let's all try to do our best this year and visit our favorite website daily. |
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