Concealed Weakness

Several fortnights,darks and brights
I arranged fodder for my mind.
But alas! In those deadly fights,
Your thoughts were of he winner's kind.

To open the weaker side
I shattered myself unopened.
Which resulted making the gap wide
Between you and me till the end.

Thus you came later in disguise---
Which had its effect on me.
And still now in thoughts broad and wise,
You are placed that I can see.

Most probably THOU will not find
My thoughts and memories HIGH.
Still at my end I will inform the wind
To carry my memories where yours lie.