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** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Neko wishes everyone a wonderful summer! I paint my face with blackend lines, carving my soul into darkness. I rip my flesh into tiny pieces, as I scream - so wreckless. I can't stop going on this path, the path I chose long ago. I can't keep from making them, those same mistakes, over again. But I can try to keep going, to live, to love, to laugh. To cry, to scream, to swear... as long as I go on, even if I'm "half". Half alive, half dead, trying to live, will I ever be whole, who knows? Started: 9th of May, 2007 Agenda: I will tell of past experiences, current experiences, and future experiences I wish to have. This will be a way for me to relieve some stress and to try and better my writing style. Credits: Thanks for checking my blog out, and if you read it, I hope it isn't too boring~!  P.S. I'm going to try *spiffing up* my blog later on this month or next month, depending on how much time I have. 
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 I'm going to send out an email later today or tomorrow about this email, so no worries on that part for any donation winners/etc.Some of you may have noticed I have been coming on less and less. Some of you may have also noticed my lack of participation in WDC, as well as my unfulfilled donation obligations. To this I say to you: I have been sick. I apologize for this inconvenience, but it cannot be helped. Because I have been sick, obligations both online and offline have been piling up. School work has been mounting, and finals are coming up right around the corner. Top all of this off with the fact that I am still sick and you've got yourself an AWOL from WDC. I can't tell all of you how sorry I am about my lack of involvement; no one is as unhappy as I am about this. I will try to get back into the swing of things once I'm feeling better and once the semester has ended, but for now I'll have to stay away from WDC. This means:  Donation fulfillments will be put on hold and completed at a later time or something else will be worked out with the donation winner so that both parties are pleased. Both of my shops will be on hiatus and reopened at a later time. Current orders will be fulfilled asap. I will not be involved in any group activities. Sorry... I really want to, but I just can't at the moment. I'm not dead - just on break. Again, I apologize for all of this...  I hope no one is mad at me or holds a grudge for the lateness.  |
| Can't stay on here long because I've got oodles of things to do... (yes, at 4AM... WAIT?! IT'S FOUR A.M.? Oh, good lord, I had no idea it had gotten that late... urgh, I'm screwed). List of Stuff to Do Study for Archaeology Exam - I shall most likely fail! Fulfill Signature Orders - Have 5 to do by Friday and 1 by the weekend. Fulfill C.A.T.S. Package Orders - Lots of reviews to do! Call my Psychologist - ...I forgot to call her yesterday and "today" (which is actually yesterday, so the day before yesterday would be "yesterday" and... wow, confusing). Sleep - This doesn't look like it's going to be happening anytime soon.  Hooray. I did finish 2 sigs though... but I haven't been able to study properly because of procrastination issues.  Nor have I been able to sleep properly. So much to do... so little time!  P.S. Will answer emails when I find a few minutes/hours to do so.  And please feel free to bother me in case you think I might have overlooked your email. |
| Really, really depressed right now. Don't know what to do. Should I continue to try and save my relationship, or move onto something new? What would you do? (*Sighs*) |
Hey, everyone... long time no see! I'm still quite behind on my emails, so if I haven't replied to yours yet... I'm truly sorry. I've got a butt load of studying to do, and it seems like it'll be that way for a while. Thus, I only have time to write up a few blogs, answer short emails, or post some shorties. Again, I apologize for this... but it can't be helped.  I also wanted to announce that I've recently joined the ranks of proud sponsors... for rising stars! (More information here  "The Rising Stars Tour Bus"  ). I found a totally awesome and talented member, whom I dearly wanted to sponsor and thank goodness I was able to. (Luckily, I snatched him up before anyone else! Yay!  )Here he is.... *drum roll*: afineline Please do check out his work if you have the time. He is so wonderfully talented, both in poetry and in story telling. (He's also one of the nicest guys you'll ever meet. So if you're looking for a friend, look no further!)Now to get back to studying... Love you all.  Neko |
| Edit: Now my left shoulder blade is all swollen and... really, really painful. I must've hurt it when I fell, but I'm not sure how badly. I just got a big gash on my toe! Realized I'd forgotten to wake up my sister when she'd asked me to and my cat was at the door, crying (outside of it - I guess she's like my personal alarm clock). So I quickly got up and rushed for the door. Opening it, I swiftly and carelessly ran through, only to tangle my legs up with my cat, trip on her, and plant my foot smack dab into the nail/tack thing protruding from the entry way of my door. (My cat had scratched up all the wood there... bad cat). In an effort not to squish my cat, I tried to lightly fall over her, and in the process kicked my foot up while the nail was still jammed up in it. Needless to say, blood was spurting everywhere! (Hah, I over exaggerate! )Cat's okay I think, but my big toe looks like it'll have a nice, ol' gash for a few days, if not more. Luckily, Sam's door is right next to mine, so I was able to wake her up so she could get some disinfectant and band-aids. (Yep, band-aids (plural). I had a few other gashes here and there on my foot, but nothing nearly as bad at the one on the big toe.) I'm hobbling around a bit, but so far it looks like I'll live. What an eventful day! Had a test - failed it. Mom & Sam left me at school to go eat. I ended up waiting an hour and a half for them to come pick me up. Writing an essay - and failing! Killed my toe. Nuff' said.  I'm just waiting to see what'll happen next. Anyone wanna take bets? |
Well... I took a gamble and signed up for NaNoWriMo. Now I just hope I'll have time to "win" it. I've never participated before, so this will surely be an exciting new experience for me. To those of you who have previously participated, got any tips?  Oh! Also... I am in need of a sponsor for this activity! "NaNoWriMo Write-A-Thon" I would appreciate it so much, and it also helps out some great groups. You don't even need to pledge that much... anything would be fine, really! Love and hugs to all, Neko |
 Well, studying for my Biology test and it's already 3:30 AM. I doubt I'm going to get a wink of sleep tonight. And tomorrow, I'll be thinking & typing up a 5 page paper for American Literature. Won't that be fun? *Sigh* I've had hardly any time for WDC lately, and it's making me mad!  Soooo many unanswered emails in my inbox... I'm going to have a butt load of stuff to respond to once I get some free time.In other news, I recently did another photo manipulation (again, for a signature request - though, I'm going to have to edit it a bit more to fit the request). Will be uploading it to this post shortly. I'll also link the original so you guys can have a better look. (Edit: Added it~!)Original http://fav.me/d2b1fasMissing everyone and sick of studying! Neko |
 So, I had a recent sig request which really inspired me... the user asked for an angel with a broken wing. Simple, right? Well, I couldn't find any decent images that were free to use, so I made one myself. I've done some random bits of photo manipulating, but never anything serious... so I'm super pleased with how this came out. I'll add a small view of it on here, and any of you interested in reading the poem on top (also written by me) and seeing all the details can check it out on my DA account. Here's the link: http://fav.me/d2asltb Please make sure to click on the image in order to full view it. You can also check what resources I used by scrolling down the page a bit and clicking on the [link]s. I had a lot of fun with it, and I'm hoping to do more in the future (and improve!). Still busy with school, but I think it'll let up soon. Sorry to everyone whose email I haven't answered, etc.  I also need to catch up on blogs! Hugs and love to all,-Neko |
 I signed up to be a reviewer for "Invalid Item" in order to raise GPs~but I've got no one to pledge for me. Come on, people... I need some motivation!  If you're interested, clicky the link below...
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I'm truckin' on... and I'm about to fall asleep. Got a bad grade on my World Archaeology exam... studying for a Psychology test tomorrow... had no sleep last night... and have a biology exam next week...  Weeee...... *careens towards oblivion* (Please forgive this badly constructed post! ) |
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