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 |  my blog, for me to get out my views, ideas and emotions. |
| This is my blog; a place for me to put down my views, emotions, ideas, rants, and pretty much anything else I can think of put down while I'm typing. Enter at your own risk, I may be rather emotional, pessimistic and angry one day and downright giddy the next...You never know with me! |
| Thanks once again to mysteriousgrl for a month's upgrade! I can stay on here at least one more month and strive to gather enough gps to stay for longer. I'm so glad that I get to stick around! |
| Although I'm proud, thankful, and happy to have had this wonderful year on WDC, I'm afraid this might be goodbye. I have been so busy the past few months that I have been unable to muster up the gps for my upgrade, which expires on the 15th. I'm so thankful to have met you all, and proud to call you friends. Thank you for all the support you've given to me over the time we've spent together. Please know that I'll continue to support and love you. Good luck to all! If you would like to contact me after my time here is up, my yahoo is writerbaby13@yahoo.com. Just im me or e-mail me. I would love to keep up with everyone. I hope you have a wonderful year. |
| Wow, I'm finally through. The final task was given high marks and now I'm done. My diploma should be in my hands within the next three weeks. On a different note, I finally get to see the new Alvina and the Chipmunks movie. It will be here, hopefully, on Friday. Gotta love Netflix! |
| It is 3:30a.m. as I write this. I had the luck to pull a night shift schedule this month, and tonight is the first of my three days of work for the month (three consecutive Saturdays). This would not be all that difficult for me, if I had slept all day. The night shift is a fairly easy one. However, I awoke before noon and spent the day helping my family to clean up the yards around our houses. I even had a motorcycle fall on me (although I'm not hurt). Now I'm to be up working until 6 am. Not that I'm complaining or anything, not really. Its my fault that I didn't nap, and its my fault that I agreed to work these three night shifts even after turning in my resignation. But still, I'm tired. |
| Well, I've posted two new chapter of my writing....Chapters Thirty-Five and Thirty-Six of My House. "Invalid Item"  |
| I am not here, really, I promise. I am in some far away land in which I do not have to worry about keeping a job I hate in order to pay the bills while I wait on my school to come through with my certification, and some other school to hire me. I am not here, I am far away. I promise you, this is not me. I am not here. My Bear and I, we've flown away to Florida, or some other state. We've left the place of uncertain future to live within and without sutures. Ok, I may be here...but in my mind I am far gone. |
| I'm nearing the end of my line. My student teaching is over in 2 1/2 weeks, I am about to graduate college, and I am scared. I currently feel as if I do nothing right in the classroom, I'm either too lenient or too hard on the kids. I'm either to talkative when explaining things, or I'm not talkative enough. I can't seem to just find that mid-point. To top it all off, I'm having to decide if I need to start looking for another job for the summer, or if I should wait to see if the school has an opening for me. |
| Dreams of greatness face the sad truth of my existence. Greatness unrealized, potential left bottled, and nothing to be proud of yet. I am close though, so close. Graduating from college, from the 'between time,' and into the rest of my life--my future. My dream will come. I have no doubt in that. But the question is, and always will be, when? |
| I am now a substitute teacher....again. You see, I have (had) three weeks left of my student teaching, but my principal didn't have any other subs available, so I was pulled out and place in a 5th grade Science class today. Not only that, but I am being paid for this, which is wonderful because I can really use the money coming in to help with my bills. I hope this lasts and that I get to keep subbing all through the remaining weeks. I will, however, stay here through my remaining three weeks, whether or not I am subbing. I will probably keep on coming back after my Student Teaching is completed. In fact, I hope and pray that they will give me a job here. I don't know how I'll go back to not being a teacher every day. |
| I really need to clean my house. I really REALLY need to clean my house. So why am I sitting here on the computer typing about it instead cleaning? BECAUSE I"M LAZY!! No, not really. Well, that's not all of it at least. I'm just tired and had a long day, so I'm typing and complaining instead of doing something constructive. Except, maybe this is constructive in a way because now when I look at my blog, I'll see that I REALLY REALLY NEED TO CLEAN! hehehehehe |
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Three more weeks of student teaching? Exciting, exciting! When will you know if they can offer you a job? It can be such a bitch getting a teaching job, it's amazing! They cry about needing teachers, but then it's hard to find a job once you've got your credential! 
I've got a couple of friends who had to sub for a year or two before being given a full-time position. But I have a couple other friends (brother and sister actually) who got jobs right after they finished their student teaching. Of course one of them was replacing his previous high school band teacher and the teacher had said he wouldn't retire until this guy was ready to replace him so he was guaranteed the job before he even finished high school!