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Planet Me

by Ghostranch

Rated: GC · Book · Experience · #1977783

My 2nd blog! An account of my life as I try to recover from (or manage) mental illness.

Planet Me

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Hello, I'm Ghostranch

, also known as Jess. Welcome to my second blog, which is a continuation of my first blog, "Invalid Item"

. Here I will keep writing about my life as I work hard to recover from various mental health conditions and turn things around, hopefully achieving my ultimate dream of being able to find and hold down a job.* I'll be honest, things will get ugly in here at times! That is the nature of mental illness and I use blogging as an emotional outlet to cope with this. I hope my faithful reader(s) will continue on this journey with me and that any new readers who happen to stumble upon this strange planet won't be too freaked out and will actually decide to stay. All are welcome here! I'll try not to be overly crazy!

*I actually achieved this in February 2015, becoming a part-time Support Worker. Then in October 2015 I got a new job as a Clinical Support Worker and have been working full-time when my health permits. My goal now is to maintain this job and study a MSc Psychology Conversion course in September with a view to becoming a Clinical Psychologist or a Social Worker. It's a BIG dream! Sometimes I feel like I can do it, and sometimes I don't. I suppose only time will tell!

I'm docked at "Blog Harbor from The Talent Pond" , a safe port for bloggers to connect.

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10 Most Recent Blog Comments:

🌕 HuntersMoon

Mar 12, 2017 at 10:15am
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Just 'cause you're not here doesn't mean you're gone

You always have a home and family here. I do hope your life has settled down and that you'll be back soon. You are missed.

Ken

Elle - on hiatus

Dec 4, 2016 at 3:34am
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I would say talking to your union is a fantastic next step. They should be able to give you some good advice on what you can do and how to do it. Remember, breaks and hours are scheduled for a reason, so don't feel like you're being unreasonable.

Fivesixer

Oct 14, 2016 at 5:03pm
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Wordsmitty ✍️

Oct 13, 2016 at 7:13pm
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Elle - on hiatus

Oct 13, 2016 at 5:40pm
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It's so good to hear you happy! I love that your new flat is working out, and I can't express how awesome it is to hear that work is going well. Yay you!

Definitely don't close your account. We're patient people, and even if all we get right now are these snippets, it's great to hear from you and catch up on what's been happening with you.

Happy May 2024!

Sep 22, 2016 at 8:18am
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Great news about the new place!

Jakrebs

Sep 17, 2016 at 4:02pm
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Awesome Jess, I hope you like your new digs!

Fivesixer

Sep 17, 2016 at 1:39pm
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Yay! Congrats! So glad it's finally working out for you! I hope the new place turns into everything you've been hoping for!

Jellyfish

Sep 17, 2016 at 9:30am
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Your LL sounds like a nightmare, I never have that problem in my house, my landlord or agent sorts things out in a matter of a few days when they go wrong. I'm glad u found a nice new place, good luck with the move x

Mandy

Sep 17, 2016 at 5:30am
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Hey Jess, good luck with the move. Patrick and I moved house a couple of months ago, and it was a lot of work but like you said, it's worth it. Everything is fresh when you move to a new place. The kids like it too because there's heaps more room. I hope it all goes well, and it's nice to be able to see your blog posts again!

#361. *Waves*
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#360. Into the ground
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#359. Life-changing moments
ID #894430 entered on October 13, 2016 at 5:05pm

#358. Sweet relief
ID #892390 entered on September 17, 2016 at 12:03pm

#357. What's in a name?
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#356. Fired up!
ID #891117 entered on August 30, 2016 at 6:45pm

#355. Sister
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#354. Two subjects
ID #890598 entered on August 22, 2016 at 7:48pm

#353. A positive day
ID #890330 entered on August 19, 2016 at 12:52pm

#352. So sorry
ID #889833 entered on August 12, 2016 at 7:25pm

#351. Excruciating!
ID #889755 entered on August 11, 2016 at 1:37pm

#350. Wasted day
ID #889678 entered on August 10, 2016 at 5:59pm

#349. I miss my dog so much it hurts
ID #889608 entered on August 9, 2016 at 5:42pm

#348. Sad and scared :-(
ID #889380 entered on August 6, 2016 at 7:43pm

#347. And then it all goes to shit...
ID #889247 entered on August 4, 2016 at 7:08pm

#346. The lorazepam life is over... but maybe I now have hope...
ID #889227 entered on August 4, 2016 at 2:27pm

#345. Hibernation
ID #889085 entered on August 2, 2016 at 8:37pm

#344. I plan on spending tomorrow...
ID #888982 entered on August 1, 2016 at 5:43pm

#343. messed up again
ID #888810 entered on July 30, 2016 at 6:41pm

#342. Unsettled, overwhelmed, scared...
ID #887012 entered on July 18, 2016 at 4:05pm

#341. Sooooooo tired!
ID #886570 entered on July 5, 2016 at 5:07pm

#340. FREAKING OUT!!!
ID #886088 entered on June 30, 2016 at 6:19pm

#339. Skin camouflage
ID #885959 entered on June 29, 2016 at 3:34pm

#338. Breaking down
ID #885885 entered on June 29, 2016 at 6:05pm

#337. I love my job... but not today!
ID #885703 entered on June 26, 2016 at 6:27pm

#336. I voted REMAIN
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#335. ARGH!
ID #885404 entered on June 28, 2016 at 7:05pm

#334. Awake
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#333. Puppies!
ID #885098 entered on June 19, 2016 at 4:32pm

#332. Scars
ID #884850 entered on June 16, 2016 at 5:20pm

#331. Mixed bag entry!
ID #884636 entered on June 14, 2016 at 1:39pm

#330. Feeling anxious and out of control (but trying to manage it)
ID #884319 entered on June 11, 2016 at 12:30pm

#329. Taking the plunge!
ID #884213 entered on June 9, 2016 at 1:06pm

#328. Decisions, decisions
ID #884095 entered on June 7, 2016 at 6:14pm

#327. Nervous/Flat-hunting
ID #883922 entered on June 5, 2016 at 5:56pm

#326. Ambushed and discriminated against
ID #883698 entered on June 2, 2016 at 8:11pm

#325. Something nice
ID #883486 entered on May 31, 2016 at 4:56pm

#324. Disruptive
ID #883430 entered on May 31, 2016 at 2:05am

#323. Overdose take 2
ID #883093 entered on May 27, 2016 at 9:31pm

#322. Life is small
ID #881437 entered on May 5, 2016 at 3:50pm

#321. Offer to study psychology
ID #879947 entered on April 21, 2016 at 10:26am

#320. I don't want to do this anymore
ID #879299 entered on April 13, 2016 at 6:40pm

#319. Way too depressed and anxious :-(
ID #877903 entered on March 30, 2016 at 7:04pm

#318. Not good at all
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#317. Worn out
ID #876895 entered on March 19, 2016 at 4:01pm

#316. Two years ago today...
ID #876434 entered on March 13, 2016 at 6:35pm

#315. So much stress and pressure right now
ID #876160 entered on March 9, 2016 at 5:18pm

#314. Too many decisions to make!
ID #875597 entered on March 3, 2016 at 9:11am

#313. My family has expanded again!
ID #875119 entered on February 27, 2016 at 5:35pm

#312. Busy bee
ID #874863 entered on February 24, 2016 at 5:07pm

#311. Despite feeling like crap...
ID #873298 entered on February 11, 2016 at 5:56pm

#310. #$@&%*!@!
ID #873115 entered on February 9, 2016 at 4:30pm

#309. I have a dog in my home again...
ID #873035 entered on February 8, 2016 at 6:59pm

#308. Happy and sad at the same time
ID #872744 entered on February 5, 2016 at 3:49pm

#307. My day, backwards.
ID #872341 entered on February 5, 2016 at 8:25pm

#306. Rescue dog
ID #872218 entered on January 31, 2016 at 2:55pm

#305. Colouring
ID #871963 entered on January 28, 2016 at 12:18pm

#304. The new me!
ID #871236 entered on January 19, 2016 at 5:46pm

#303. How can I be more confident and less awkward?
ID #870200 entered on January 7, 2016 at 5:12pm

#302. Safety and comfort
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#301. 101 things NOT to say to some in mental distress: No. 2
ID #868320 entered on December 10, 2015 at 7:29pm

#300. Failing life
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#299. 101 things NOT to say to some in mental distress: No. 1
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#298. Self-destruct mode
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#297. Heartbroken
ID #865851 entered on November 10, 2015 at 3:48pm

#296. I'm so depressed right now, it's quite scary :-(
ID #865656 entered on November 9, 2015 at 6:09pm

#295. Most effort
ID #865236 entered on November 5, 2015 at 4:34pm

#294. I'm doing it... just!
ID #865060 entered on November 3, 2015 at 9:00pm

#293. Getting hit in the face is not a good way to start the week!
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#292. My first week
ID #863299 entered on October 18, 2015 at 12:39pm

#291. Second shift
ID #862821 entered on October 13, 2015 at 5:33pm

#290. First shift
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#289. New job tomorrow / My Jadey
ID #862606 entered on October 11, 2015 at 7:40pm

#288. I think I'm going to be...
ID #862138 entered on October 8, 2015 at 9:03am

#287. Why is there always one? / Getting scared :-(
ID #862075 entered on October 7, 2015 at 4:51pm

#286. Busy bee
ID #861256 entered on September 29, 2015 at 2:06pm

#285. Moment of madness / More work woes
ID #860802 entered on September 23, 2015 at 7:50pm

#284. Beginning adult life at 28
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#283. How should I handle this situation? / Plus happy news!
ID #860057 entered on September 14, 2015 at 8:30pm

#282. Terrifying work incident
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#281. BIG update!
ID #859690 entered on September 10, 2015 at 3:34pm

#280. Should I come back?
ID #859625 entered on September 9, 2015 at 5:34pm

#279. Pretty much done, I think
ID #852371 entered on June 24, 2015 at 6:14pm

#278. Long ramble
ID #852125 entered on June 21, 2015 at 8:17pm

#277. Group / Emotions
ID #851729 entered on June 16, 2015 at 12:11pm

#276. Awful day at work!
ID #851614 entered on June 14, 2015 at 4:30pm

#275. Awesome day at work!
ID #851556 entered on June 13, 2015 at 5:11pm

#274. Stressfully progressing (& getting progressively stressed!)
ID #851430 entered on June 11, 2015 at 5:11pm

#273. On display / Pure poetry
ID #851278 entered on June 9, 2015 at 7:52pm

#272. Trying to decide...
ID #851129 entered on June 6, 2015 at 10:31pm

#271. Happy, happy, happy!
ID #850856 entered on June 2, 2015 at 3:41pm

#270. Foiled already? :-(
ID #850578 entered on May 29, 2015 at 9:21pm

#269. The awesomeness of yesterday!
ID #850496 entered on May 28, 2015 at 9:43pm

#268. Angels delight / BEEN OFFERED A JOB!!!!! :D
ID #850343 entered on May 27, 2015 at 10:07am

#267. Done
ID #850316 entered on May 26, 2015 at 11:01pm

#266. Isolation
ID #850234 entered on May 25, 2015 at 7:51pm

#265. Hospital and job interviews
ID #849958 entered on May 21, 2015 at 12:50pm

#264. Dilemma / Difficult tasks
ID #849387 entered on May 12, 2015 at 5:28pm

#263. Not good :-(
ID #849304 entered on May 11, 2015 at 3:49pm

#262. Research and statistics
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