Pannya has been on strong meds. I reminded him to take them on time... still do. The dosage and meds changed over the 18 months we lived together.
Since you are in Thailand... consider a Buddhist approach. The Christianity I was subjected to growing up made it difficult to accept myself and let go. Thailand is all about learning to "let go". Forgiving oneself is a good step.
Today is better for me, I hope things change for the better for you. I understand from my perspective about being sick. Usually when I'm sick, it is best for me to be alone because my energy is sapped and I need a lot of rest. I hope you can rest well and get quality sleep as needed.
I'm glad you were able to get what you needed so you can be home and recover.
The greed and selfishness of humans are greater destruction that like a virus runs rampant. Sadly nature endures this horrific affliction upon the earth. I hope we learn to respect nature and ourselves so that we will have a beneficial change of heart and mind.
Now, if only some of this could be learned and moved here. The closest to this I can get is raising my own food. I'm glad for you. I hope your health improves.
Now how cool is it to have a back scrubber at your becon call night and day? I'm glad you have this new friend. Of course, this means a one-sided conversation unless you manage to get a word in edgewise. And it might be that you get tired of all the attention, I hope you can easily find the exit. Beware of the jealous type who might take offense to your attentions toward Lufa. Besides Lufa better not sneak about while you're not looking.
Fishing, well be patient and enjoy the adventure. Enjoy each moment of life and take in the beauty all around. Cultivate friendship and let it grow and prosper. I hope things work out well for you and your new friend.
"One happy camper" sounds good. I'm glad you are thriving and enjoying life where you are, doing what you are doing, and following your sense of adventure. How lost indeed? There are several ways to become lost, so take care to have a map of some sort to lead you on the proper path. I can imagine riding your bike is kinda like flying and remaining on earth.
Each and every day we learn, and today was a learning day for me.
I learned...
I will feel on top of the world and as low as can be all in the space of a few hours....and that's Ok.
I cannot use blame or my past as an excuse to use drugs.
What a profound effect I have on people, and just how powerful that is.
That when opportunities come, I must be present enough to take advantage, wise enough to recognise, and humble enough to accept a helping hand when it is offered.
Although I want so much to find happiness and success...disappointment cannot be an excuse to return to my addiction.
It is my responsibility to be proactive and search out avenues of support...to keep knocking on doors until someone opens and sees how committed I am to living life without drugs.
I am worthy of recovery.
If I work for what I want, I will appreciate it so much more when it comes.
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