Mystical Meditations

I've always heard from people who take Paxil, that it does wonderful things. I'm so jealous, but my sensitivity to meds is so bad that there are few I can take. My kidneys go to sleep and fluid builds up throughout my body until it becomes a really bad situation. The last time I tried a new one, I gained 30 lbs in 10 days, had fluid in my lungs and felt like I was drowning. My blood pressure more than doubled and I couldn't move around very well, because my body was so swollen. It took months to get things back to normal. I love my doctor, because she's like WHAT HAPPENED? and racks her brain for alternatives. I tried two Naturopaths (sp?), who just threw up their hands in defeat. So, I have to do things the hard way. It's a drag, but the best I can do.