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| Sometimes it does snow in April where I live. I used to believe it was a good argument against global warming. We also used to make jokes about we weren't going to color the eggs to hide them in the snow. It didn't snow on Easter this year. I hope that we are done with the snow and the temperatures are going to start to rise. April showers would be alright. I'm hoping that the bulbs and seeds that I bought last year are going to be planted soon. I want to work in the garden and know the difference between the flowers and weeds. Some weeds are quite pretty though. White or green? That is the question. Which are we going to have this month? Still nothing from Steve. I'm thinking that is pretty much lost for now. I still think about him several times a day. Of course, I did that before we had run into each other. I keep getting this thought of stalking his apartment complex; that he is going to be upset when we do get back together because he thinks I know where he lives.....I have only a vague idea. Went to clubhouse today. Was bored out of my mind. A lot of people welcomed me back which was nice. Not as much has changed as they made it out to be. No matter. I am going to try to start going back on Tuesdays for the house meeting. Hopefully that will work out. Tomorrow is crochet. I'm not going to head out early like I did for Wire Wrapping GRoup on Wednesday. I was semu-bored out of my mind that day as well. I think I'm going to put some coloring in my bag. I need to switch to a bigger bag. I'm getting all sticky from the sucker I am working on. It's a blowpop. The seems have gotten sharp so I'm starting to scratch up my gums. I keep trying to get the stick out..... If I think of something I'll write more later...... Merry Meet and Blessed Be then Merry Meet again!  |
| Took off at 11:00 am to go to Wire Wrapping group which wasn't until 2:30 pm. I just had to get out of here and get some air and space.... I had called Neurology and they hadn't gotten the referral yet. I called the Clinic and talked to Sarah and she said she would make sure it got done tomorrow. I'm assuming my xrays didn't show anything or they would have called me by now... I still hurt on a constant basis and my back seems to be getting worse than my hip and knee nnow. Sat in The Galley reading my books and highlighting as well as scratching some notes in my Self-Care Journal. Overheard a conversation that they should have an outside party coming in and making lunches again in about a month. That would be awesome as long as they keep the prices down..... Saw Cathy briefly passing in the hall. I saw Jacob down the hall and waved. I went upstairs too soon and the receptionist made me wait in their area for a good 20 minutes. Note to self: Don't ever go to a group so early again. Wire Wrapping Group was good. We had a small class so it was easy for Keith to help everyone in turn. Even though he did most of my work today, I think I could have done it. I tried to put my touches in on it when he was helping others. I am going back next week. My scalp is itching like nobody's business. I was looking at hair products on my phone to order with my HealthyHabits card. It seems like the list of what I can buy with it is getting smaller by the month. I had to use my debit card to buy vitamins and they almost charged my debit for the fish food. Not good. I guess things are different. I don't know. I just know that I am hot and tired and need to relax...... |
| I got cut off at the pass for going to clubhouse. Just after I finished my blog entry David came and asked me if I could stay home so that he could go to Uncle Eds. I couldn't say no.... well I could of... but there would of been a lot of bad feelings that I easily avoided by saying yes. My yarn didn't come in but some other things did.....The only thing that seemed good was the USB lighters .... though I don't remember ordering two different ones but I could have......and I got a dragonfly figure to put on my shrine.... I like them and from what I remember they are lucky.....I'll have to look them up.... So far I'm doing good on my goals.... I'm doing some posting and this is my second blog entry...... I still have to add to my port...... but....... I joined NaNoWriMo Camp this month and locked in to adding 30,000 words to "Invitation to Death"  . It sounded easy at first but as of tonight I am about 2,000 words behind what I hoped I'd be doing. I'm going to try to write something for it after I get done here.I did what I could at Dragon Vale and if I don't get the xp for what I am doing then sobeit. Life will go on, just maybe not for my dragons. |
| How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time. That is going to be my saying for this month..... I joined in on Habit Heroes again. I made goals to make weekly goals... Check in at Dragon Vale every day......Do my blog every day.... Keep up with The Cave as best as I can..... and to add either an entry to a novel or a static item to my port this month...... I made weekly goals along the same lines. To check in with Habit Heroes every day...... Check in at Dragon Vale.... and to write my blog..... I'm hoping that checking in with Dragon Vale every day will help me grow my dragons.... I keep getting this "they're going to be eggs forever so why should I even try" attitude. but every little bit gets me one centimeter closer...... I am so tired and I promised Sally today that I would go to clubhouse tomorrow. I really do need to go. She also wants me to research more about Silver Sneakers at the YMCA. I just feel like I can't make commitments to a lot of things away from the house. Not with Terry being in the shape she is in..... Of course, I don't know if I am going to continue with Wire Wrapping group. I brought wire home to practice and watched a YouTube video on how to do it. I tried. It was a disaster..... I also want to get started on a project for crochet but I don't like the yarn I have so I'm trying to wait until my new yarn comes in from Temu. (I can hear you booing the quality of things bought thru Temu but I reserve my right to hope). I am just trying to do things for me..... It seems like when I start being made happy by outside forces something happens...... I still haven't heard from Steve.... I have come to the conclusion that I won't until we run into each other again. It's heartbreaking but there's really nothing else I can do short of stalking his apartment complex... and I'm not even sure what apartment he is in. So there's the emotional pain..... I stayed away from the physical pain because I'm tired of discussing it...... And the mental pain is coming back..... I'm getting depressed again even though I promised myself I wouldn't..... All I can do is try to keep busy and hope fate smiles on me again...... Forget it!!!! There are too many requirements to checking in at Dragon Vale to get points!!! They can stay damn eggs!!!! |
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Love it! I hope "Kristy Parkers" is revived and publishes very soon!
It's probably cheaper to just buy regular stamps and use a piece of paper and envelope to send the stuff instead of buying a postcard. 
