Hi! I love reading dark and depressing poetry, so this really caught my eye. I like the ending the most, how you said that you could be better, and sane, but only temporary-it was a good ending to this piece. I do have some suggestions for it to flow better, but they are only suggestions, so don't take them personally. I only included the lines where something needed to be fixed:
First Stanza
Line Two: I go to bed to sleep, but it is impossible.
: I try to sleep, but it's impossible. More reader friendly
The rest in this stanza is fine.
Second Stanza
Line Three: The thoughts I have, with them I disagree
: I disagree with the thoughts I have. It's easier to read this way.
The rest in this stanza is fine.
Third Stanza
Line One: I look at my hands and see them covered in emotional blood.
: My hands are covered in emotional blood. This is shorter, helping it to flow better.
Line Two: That is blood of not just my enemies, but also my friends.
: Blood from my worst enemies and best friends. This is shorter, and more descriptive without 'filler words'.
Line Three: I cannot think straight, and my life is null.
: I can't think straight and my mind's in disarray. Here, you elaborate a tad on not being able to think straight.
Line Four: My mind is a killer, but my knife is dull.
: My tears are sharp, yet my blade is dull. Here, instead of now saying that your mind is a killer, while you just said you couldn't think straight, you are using the 'dull blade' description more to your benefit (and it makes it seem more real when you say that your 'tears are sharp'.) But I wouldn't have this line and the line before it rhyme since none of the other lines do, and it throws the poem off.
Line Six: However, when I am truthful to myself, I myself am scared
: And when i'm alone, I beat myself up. I would do something like this, since the original says 'however' which is implying that it is something different, but you said that you were geeky, and when your truthful, you're scared, which in my opinion, goes hand in hand. I think it would be better if you elaborated a little more on the 'feeling left out in school' by saying that you aren't much better to yourself. And honestly, I was that way!
Fourth Stanza
Line One: When the beast is released, I am scared.
: When the 'inner me' breaks loose, I'm scared. Here, I suggested this because 'beast' and 'released' sound similar, and this shows more of the 'you' that you are trying to hide, and don't want to show.
Line Two: Put a ';' at the end.
Line Three: I’ll sneak up behind, very quietly.
: That I will sneak up behind someone, this sounds better with line 2.
Line Four: It might even be one of my friends.
: Possibly one of my own friends... More reader friendly.
Line Five: My thoughts say kill but I disagree.
: And my thoughts will scream, "Kill!"...but I won't. The reader can easier imagine their mind screaming somthing fowl, rather than just saying it. And this way, you are completing the sentence.
Here is that stanza, with my suggestions:
When the 'inner me' breaks loose, I'm scared.
I am afraid that sometime I’ll shed real blood;
That I will sneak up behind someone,
Possibly one of my own friends,
And my thoughts will scream, "Kill!"...but I won't.
I guess sanity isn't impossible...
...for now.
Thank you for the great read. If you choose to change anything, let me know when you do and I will gladly re-review it!!
Write on!!!
~K.L. Carpenter
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