Prompt:
It's been 25 years since 9/11 a lot has happened, think about one thing in the past 25 years that has scared you as much as that day did. Tell us how you handled what scared you. It doesn't have to monumental event but something that stuck with you.
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The morning and the day of 11 September 2001 certainly was one of the most, if not the worst, terrible day of my life. Before that day, we all felt we were safe from everything, and any ill that came to us as a country happened from inside as personal vendettas. Yet, 9/11 changed all that.
That morning, the terrorist group of Al Qaeda hijacked four planes and crashed two of them into World Trade Center's twin towers. The third plane crashed into the Pentagon and the fourth, Flight 93 tried to crash into someplace, possibly the White House, but the passengers in it seeing what was happening elsewhere on the plane's TV, fought back, and the plane crashed into an open field in Western PA. To this day, I admire those passengers, their courage, their love of our country, and their love of humanity. They certainly didn't die in vain.
That morning was like any other morning for my husband and I, while we were dawdling at the breakfast table as he watched CNBC. The lady speaker suddenly said, "Something's happening in New York City" as she asked the cameraman to direct the cameras toward the window. And there, on the screen, was a plane half hanging from the side of one of the twin towers.
Was that an accident or what? Those in the studio didn't know what to think. The weather was very good that day, and the sky was bright without any clouds in sight. Then, the second plane hit.
After a little while both towers started crumbling with the firefighters who were sent after the first crash in them. We both worried about the firefighters. Then, it was decided that this had to be an act of war or something like it. Right then, I screamed my older son's name.
He was working downtown in an office in NYC very close to the twin towers. He would have been at work at that time.
My husband was just as worried, but being much more calmer and clear-minded than I am, he said, "Let's not jump to conclusions. We don't know what happened to our son, yet."
Luckily, sometime close to 11 o'clock, our son called us. Then and still today, he lives on Long Island, and at that time, to go to work in the city, he was taking the train in the morning. Was that a divine intervention or just luck, I can't tell, but he missed the first train. So he took the next train half an hour later. When he got out of the train, he heard what had happened, but the police was everywhere and they wouldn't let anyone go south toward downtown. He couldn't go back home, either, because all the trains were halted. In fact, there was no way for him to go anywhere. So he started to walk with many groups of people toward a northerly direction.
Then, throughout the day, he kept informing us where he was. He saw the Pentagon attack and flight 93 on TV, after the fact, in an uptown tea house where he had stopped for lunch. He walked around NY then, mostly uptown, until about 4 pm when he heard that the trains were operating again. By that time, the charge on his phone was gone and we only heard from him later, after he had reached home.
This was a terrible day for us on a personal level. My son had a serious problem after that. He couldn't work at any one job for long. Every few months, he kept quitting his jobs, although he was quite well educated and those who hired him couldn't figure out what had happened. Worse yet, he refused any psychiatric help, even from his own father. He just refused to talk about any of that ever again.
As for me, at the time, WdC was in its babyhood, and I had been a member since June, just about three months. Out of my grief and also anger, I put together an item as if meaning to comfort us here in WdC (Stories.com then), but in hindsight, I was trying to comfort mostly myself. Plus, several other WdC (Stories.com) members wrote into this item about what they felt.
By now, most of those members have left, but I'm still keeping that item because forgetting 9/11, 2001, is impossible.
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