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Rated: XGC · Book · Other · #2020667
blog of a person who seems to be invisible...
ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal.

Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am.
I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes.
But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you...
October 13, 2019 at 12:46pm
October 13, 2019 at 12:46pm
#967773
Well, it seems the universe seems to be cleaning house in my life, in other words taking out the trash once again. I seemed to have to say good bye to yet another friend. It really is quite sad because although me and her didn't work out, I do believe, since we had a lot in common we could have been good friends, and I thought we were well on our way to being just friends, I was ok with that.

But if you allow a lover, fwb, or anybody else dictate to you who your friends can or can't be, I feel that you truly have bigger issues then who you a re dating or even sleeping with. And that is ok with me, because I dont need or want you. you are a waste of time and energy so good bye.

Just don't waste my time or effort. I know there are good girls out there for me, and one day I will find her. I also know there are alot of people out there who are broken, as most if not all the women I had ever know were. I just wish I could find one, one day I will.[

well thats it for now.


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