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Rated: XGC · Book · Other · #2020667
blog of a person who seems to be invisible...
ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal.

Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am.
I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes.
But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you...
October 8, 2019 at 4:02am
October 8, 2019 at 4:02am
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Well friends all is well now for me..yes I've made mistakes in the past,and apparently there is no forgiveness from friends for me,and that's ok...
I am now seeing a great woman..her name and s Vicki and so far she is all I ever wanted...quite a true lady...and she has made me truly happy..happier than I ever thought I could have been .. job has gotten better for me..I'm much more well balanced...in other words,I have been working on me for a while...I'm a good man,yes I made mistakes in my life,but since I won't be allowed to correct them,I'm just moving on chaulking them up to experience...
I continue to write,mostly privately...and maintain a presence on here..I have my group.i try to keep up with and other things but they take time..
Piecing my life back together after having so much of my life fall apart was and is a chore in and of itself...I have real friends standing by me. Not ones who run away because I say the wrong thing that I didn't mean to say(and since it was referred this way at one time..so will Iu know who u are),but real true friends..some on here and some in real life...I am getting better all the time...
This is an update and a thank you to those who are,and surprisingly aren't,my friends on here u all have helped me be the great person I really am ..


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