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blog of a person who seems to be invisible...
ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal.

Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am.
I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes.
But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you...
October 24, 2019 at 3:50pm
October 24, 2019 at 3:50pm
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DAY 2530 October 24, 2019
Use these random words in your blog entry today: touch, proportion, exempt, count, clerk, circumstance, rub, characteristic, use, nightmare. Have fun!

She stood there looking at me, and her mind was focused on whether she could touch me or not.I dont know what she saw in me. I know it wasn't my body, as I was of a normal proportion and nothing special to speak of, but I knew I wasn't exempt from all of any scrutiny she could dish out. That was nothing new to me, I couldn't count how many times I was known to not be what someone wanted or if I rubbed someone the wrong way.

For me to mistreat someone was so very uncharactistic of me, it was not something I used to usepeople for but sometimes she has plans with friends and I feeling I'm including myself in those plans without asking. and for some people this is a nightmare, but I know better than to include myself in plans I wasn't invited or wanted in.


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God bless,
David
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