Life can be scary, without parents it's a new phase. He is still around so enjoy your time with him and trust yourself at the same time. I wish you peace of mind to learn to trust in yourself and be able to cope with whatever Life throws at you. Take care!
They say tai chi is good too, if you want to try something different. I took a class in it in college. It's pretty interesting. I haven't really kept up with it.
Just got up and now had breakfast of tea and bbutter. I am slightly sleepy still. Some dreams come mind. Nothing in particular. Something like a shopping scene. Or getting my hair done. ANd not having any credit cards to use, or losing the credit card in the bag that I had with me. A very frustrating thing to dream about. I need to know when this dog will end the biting of me and I wish to be happy with him but he's sad and Iwish to go away now. I am sad still. I wish to be happy. I need to get some other thing to go to or do. I'm tired of being online. Nothing is there. I cannot go through another day stuck in the same place in my house. I want to bereak free of all these thoughts that are hemming me in. I need to do other things but these bad thoughts threaten to stab me in the back or any part of my body if ever I got a job in a store or an office. They'll all be waiting for me there. I am needing healing, help, refuge, asylum, you name it.
I want to do this reseaerch on Spain but I"m fucking sad and sleepy again!
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