Lost Myself To Lonliness

Sometimes you have to lose , well I lose against lonliness!! :(

Fighting back , pushing myself to the limit
Holding myself , trying to belive I can do it
Being smart , trying to believe the fake smile
I still can take it for a little while

But I lose myself to loneliness
I cant win over it anymore
I lose myself to lonliness
I cant fake it anymore

I smiled everytime I feel like crying
Keeping it together
Hoping to keep positive thinking
But I cant keep it forever
Looking all around me
there's alot of people here
But somehow I feel lonely

But I lose myself to loneliness
I cant win it anymore
I lose myself to lonliness
I cant fake it anymore
Lonliness you won over me
This time I cant be
Anyone but me

I'm not alone but I'm so down
I cant find what I need
I'm the power of my life
But sometime I just cant lead.