I am cold when I have discourse with the dead. I sacrifice amounts of busy; I lose a modicum of living. These are home to grave communiques, framed by ice and iron. Voices murmur from far below. They groan in plaintive rumble. I breathe deep and speak slowly, enunciate clearly, respectful of those souls gone before. I strive for meetings of the mind, for banter beyond bathos, for satisfying ceremony. Images flash: funeral, hearse, coffin. I convey optimism, yet now and then my voice will break. I strain to listen, to respond for fear I will not do my part. Dead are often evanescent; like the wind-blown smoke that fades. Then I am left unsatisfied, even though I know, deep down, that I tried my best. Dead will offer less. Oft times they do not speak, except to whisper. 32 Lines Writer’s Cramp Winner 10-28-17 |