Cold Drafts

something that came to me in a dream, a mix of several different situations

It's so cold in and out.
I'm trying to breathe,
but then I find that there's no air.

The feelings won't go away.
That I am left out, separate.
I know it's all my fault.
But I just want to feel needed.

I wonder, why can't anybody hear my cries?
Because they are filling up the emptiness.
So much I am excluded from everyone else.

It's so cold outside.
But it's even colder inside.