| With self destruction as an excuse I walk the plains of purple haze and screaming grains of sand glowing fluorecently Only to find my existence remaining numb Knives no longer hold attraction Blood only reminds me of what I am equipped to protect False breath escapes me while purity floods my lungs Please do not ever flee through the holes in my heart I ask that you walk these plains with me And one day lead me to the white mountain tops I am not prepared to receed from this corpse filled land But with you, I want to learn to swim And float So that we may drift away and witness my sins suffocate Reach out to love Heartless hearts do not exist Only distraught and hungry minds I want to see the waters I want to hear the thunder I want to sense my honest existence You have allowed it a place to live in me Expect anarchy of a once loyal servant my old friend All I desire is the true aspiration to be the man I need to be Please oh please! The beauty and serenity of the darkness has ironically disappeared As has my love for you |