Times That Were Never Real

My group of friends were so close in 8 grade,we are going into 10 grade no longer friends.

Don't know why i keep doing this to myself?
Looking at all the old pictures sitting on the shelf
Wanting back a time that was never real
Wanting back the way it used to feel
We put on a smile and pushed through it all
Because we thought we'd catch each other if we were ever to fall
The pictures make me want to cry
Because I'm not gonna Lie
We all hate each other now
It's just...wow!
That Prevouis best friends, No FAMILY, want to rip each other apart
Over stupid Fickle matters of the heart
In the moment we all seemed Great
But maybe it was just fate
Because hidden to the blind eye we were breaking
As it turns out we were all faking
I guess we should have expected it sooner or later
Maybe they should have thought 'I shouldn't date her'
Maybe we should have thought 'He's Just not for me'
But if we weren't like this now we wouldn't even be
Some days I wish i could just have a moment back
To warn them we would fall apart because of what we lack
Now it's not the way it used to feel
Because those times were not even Real