Emotionless

I dislike feelings.

What's the worst feeling to feel?
Depravity, loss, defeat, is any of this real?
It just seems so hard to deal,
with all those who will go tonight without a meal,

and i still feel so unreal,
it is as though my only will,
is to feel and feel and feel,
while the children out there would kill,

for something as little as a dill.
My only question is why?
and then I close my eyes,
and whisper Goodbye.