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Not interesting at all. Just like me. |
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In a text-based world, I'm beautiful. My favorite things in life: *cocoa *hugs *banana paraphernalia (chips, smoothies, ice cream....) *knowing that I am understood. *good pens/pencils *writing down my thoughts *serving *conversations of the deep sort. *spending time with those that I love. *a cleansing bunch of noise once in a while *quiet the rest of the time *blogging my lil heart out *understanding *noticing the little things that generally don't matter. *being just a little bit different *pretending to be a poser "You must do the things you think you cannot do." -Eleanor Roosevelt. This is straightforwardly me. |
| Do you feel that people have value? Individuals, groups, or both? Part of my self-centeredness creates a mindset that states in actions that I do not value others. EI: setting up dinner with a friend, but canceling at the last second, because I used my time poorly. It feels as though today is an anniversary for me of some sort, but if it is, I can't remember what for.  We'll just say that I'm sentimental and leave it at that. Night. |
Oh! The whole world? Cuz that's basically who I tell.  Okay: something embarrasing happens, and I think Wow, everyone would laugh really hard at me if I told them that. So what do I do? I tell them, of course. It makes for a good laugh, but it's not without its tax on my confidence. I see it this way: I'm open about absolutely everything. Everything. Want to know about my latest bowel movement? Care to know who I think is adorable, or who should hook up with who? Would you like to know the dumbest thing that I just thought when I heard that? It doesn't matter whether you do or not, I'll likely spit it out. Anyone who wants to can know anything about me, up to a certain point, may know it. I have a steely wall though, that no one wants to go beyond, and I agree with them. That's my only point of defense. I really respect guarded introverts. I want to learn how to understand them better, though. |
| I made a 'forget' mix today. I put all the songs that remind me of him on one CD, and I may never listen to it. I did, however, borrow my bro's Anna Nalick CD. I don't generally go for that genre, but I may now. Who knew that my sister's sad, sappy music would one day pique my own interest? in other news, now that the weather is better, my comp is working. (Now that I wouldn't mind the trudge to the comp labs... hehehe, but i'm still happy!)) |
| Actually, in this case, it's WDC. I know that if I really want to get something done, I should log onto no websites.... In other news, the guy on the computer across from me has a shit on that says, "No Hurling" with an X through a stick figure vomiting. I think it's an ad for a ride at a theme park.... |
| Lent? Well, if I'm going to give something up, I might as well make it difficult. So I've give up cheese (I  cheese....) and one boy's facebook page. The one boy's facebook page is going to be the hardest to go without. Are you giving something up for lent? (What?) |
| Balancing is the one thing that you have to learn before you can graduate from college. My love can be shallow, selfish love. Is it always that way? Will people always leave? Can you really trust people? Am I completely ridiculous? Doesn't everyone feel alone most of the time? Isn't blogging the worst thing that you can do when you're blue?  On that note... |
| Grand Valley State University chooses to cancel school on Saturday, the day of the freshman housing lottery... Backgroud: GVSU won the division II national championship in football 4 times out of the last 5 years. It is the second hardest school to get into in Michigan: it just surpassed Michigan State. In essence, we have been growing at a rate that we cannot handle. So now, we have more freshman than we can house. The lottery was going to be ridiculous, as Laker Village, the biggest housing unit on campus, is already full. (We are experiencing increasingly larger and larger incoming freshman classes) And because it's white-out snow conditions, the lottery was cancelled. Luckily, as I am a junior, I have housing that I don't have to give up until I graduate. Why would you move after that point? |
| I thought that being with people helped me to be happy and powered up. And yet, when people leave my apartment, I am happy and upbeat until the second the door closes, and then I am tired. ????? I think it's just a 'lately' thing, because normally I have no qualms with having people over. Or a weather thing, as the sunless days in which I spend most of my day indoors are depressing. (And when I am outside, it's windy and bitter) But I'm better now. My beloved roomie has come downstairs to cheer me up, and it's working. |
| I only speak one language, and that's a raw one. I never can articulate exactly what I want to say. It's frustrating. And so I rarely get what I need, because I can't explain what that is, or even know it for myself. I've been all over the place lately. When is that doctor going to call me? |
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And when you think about it, what kind of a Christian you are is really between you and God, strictly. Never feel ashamed of falling short. If God wanted us to be perfect today, we certainly would be. 