I know this pain all too well and I know exactly how you feel. It is extremely difficult to put on a brave face when dealing with the handling the death of someone so close to yourself. Having to go through all of his belongings, deciding what to do with what, is not a task I would not wish on anyone. It is painful and seems to take forever. However, there are a lot of good memories in those belongings and it is those memories that are a person's immortality. So long as you remember him, he will live forever in your heart and soul.
We all need that little spark, that candle in the darkness to keep hope alive. As I had said, you are not alone. If you feel the need to talk. Just reach out.
One step at a time is all you can do. It has been seven years since my father passed away and we still have not moved all of his belongings anywhere. It's just too painful to do so. I and so many others know your pain all too well. Hang in there.
I wake up each morning reading that the one I have been dreaming about is jot laying next to me.
Now, I dream that in a week come Saturday that dream will be turned around and I will get to spend a full day plus with my man. A dear friend I find myself wanting to build a future with. I know my so will be his standard good self while being a grump bug at the same time. He is not use to having to share mom after 5 years of us being alone. I have no clue on how to make it easier on him other than being honest and letting him know I do have an interest in this man coming to see me. I know to let him I'm know the man I'm interested in is not replacing his father but know he will feel other wise.
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