My thoughts released; a mind set free |
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Next Friday, I have a CT scan to look for any recurrence of cancer. It's been almost one year since the endoscopy that revealed the cancer, and once again, I find myself anxiously waiting. At the same time, my anxiety is climbing and will until the scan is done and the results are in. I'm anxious to hear that there is no evidence of cancer, but knowing there could also be an opposite revelation causes my anxieties to grow. It's interesting how there are two forms of anxiety, one is positive and the other negative; if only they would cancel each other out. But they don't, so I'm staying busy, holding on to my positive attitude, and trusting in the Lord. |