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Rated: 13+ · Book · Educational · #1300042
All that remains: here in my afterlife as a 'mainstream' blogger, with what little I know.
#911757 added September 16, 2017 at 9:52pm
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Why I Struggle With Sleep
Knowledge detained

Hypertextualized roads
Thickening woods
Shadowed Journeys
Fantasy without conclusion
Yet
Dead ends
Backtracks
Lost thoughts
Lost desire
Brings down the lights
Until the next illumination
Delusion
Soaring above reality
Somewhere in cerebrum
Into a forbidden
Forgotten history
That seldom exists
Fuzzy, fizzing
Idling thoughts
Mundane truths
We're not meant to know

We're not meant to be

I hover here
Hoping you'll return
Yellow words burst
A monochromatic sea
Slender arrows
Aim for you
Renewed
Searching
A tender red heart
Still beating
For me. For me?



It means everything and it means nothing, because of timing



EDITED:

Detained,
Hypertextualized roads,
Thickening woods,
Shadowed Journeys,
This fantasy
Without conclusion,
Lost.
Dead ends,
Backtracks,
Dimmed thoughts,
Fading desire
Brings down the lights
Until the next illumination.

Delusion,
Soaring above reality,
Somewhere in cerebrum
Into a forbidden,
Forgotten history,
Seldom exists.
Fuzzy,
Fizzing, idling,
Thoughts mundane,
Truths myth,
Courting mystery
We're not meant to know.

We're not meant to be.

I hover here,
Hoping you'll return.
Yellow words burst
A monochromatic sea.
Slender arrows
Aim for you,
Renewed, searching
A tender, red heart
Still beating
For me. For me?


It means everything and it means nothing, because of timing.

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