Memoir ideas

Motivate me!!!

I feel so unmotivated to do any work at all on the memoir. I get this way all the time. I love to write poetry but the longer pieces of work bore me to write. I get distracted to easy and then I never want to go back to them.

This is worse than worse because I have things that I want to say but they never get said because my life feels so disjointed -- like my writing.

Sigh -- life goes forward and I stand back and watch people go around me in circles.

So many people go from day to day doing the same exact thing in the same exact order. I don't want to be that type of person...I am different and I want others to know that my life is not directed by the world and rules that the others expect me to follow. I am not a lead yet I am not a true follower either.

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I am more myself in solitude.
For in solitude I am myself.
-(c)Melia Benjamin, August 2000

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