My thoughts

Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night

Well this is Christmas Day for everyone across this nation of ours (really most of the world that I know of). To most everyone this is a joyous time of spending time with the family, opening gifts ,etc.

Unfortuantely this isn't the case for me. I don't have a family where I live. So I get to spend this joyous time with myself. Christmas is really just another day for me, a day I get off work.

Still, I can't deny the pain I feel when I see and hear of others with their families. I can't deny how I wish and pray for a family of my own. I have this girl in mind to start a family with but she hasn't contacted me in three years. I still cling to that hope, maybe foolishly.

Well I want to wish everyone a joyous and peaceful New Year.