Too purty to live in town.....

Sunday 1/28/07

I was at church this am, when the inopportune moment happened. It's the music that did it to me. I couldn't sing, couldn't worship. All I could do is sit there and do the ugly cry. Crying out the worries, frustrations and aggrivations of the week. It felt horrible, but yet good at the same time.

I'm so tired. Tired of having to force myself to be strong. Tired of having to carry my burdens. Tired of having to remind myself that God loves me, yet having to walk through trial after trial. Tired of being lonely. Tired of being tired. I'm just damn tired. Please pray for me.

After doing some things here at home, I laid down and took a nap. Ugly cries exhaust me. I do feel a little better, but still drained. I probably need more ugly cries and more sleep too, but what I got did help, and I'm thankful for that.

Had to spank Joe again this am. But, after I did that, he seemed to jump right back in line. I think he's seeing a pattern between the spankings and his sass. Lord, I sure hope so. He played so nicely, so quietly when I was sleeping, bless him.

The workweek begins again tomorrow. I'm not sure if I ready for it, but it's coming whether I'm ready or not.

My quote for today is: The most important work we will ever do is within the walls of our own homes.