E.T.A

I'm Blocked With Blogging

What to write? Is this primarily a venue to complain about to mundane events of my life. Or is it a format to help me sort out all the feelings and sometimes irrational thoughts that seem to feed my obsessive cumpulsive nature? Today I went to a family picnic and after it was over and I came home to ponder the days events, I felt a lingering distance forming between my siblings and I. The years have seemed to have built up walls, not large--but apparent. I long for the days when we were children, a well knitted fabric, which is now worn and thin. Is this the way it is for most people? I believe so--life clutters up the real stuff in life and leaves all of us longing for the types of relationships that are only found in fictitional stories with good endings.