Writings from 11/02 to 3/05. |
| 11/28/02 stuck on a ladder missing rungs too high to jump too gutted to go down to the world left seems simple in theory don't think ahead and stay where you are halfheartedness leads to getting unfulfilled start over starting over again and again and again the one above is not attainable until the one below is accounted for steps please steps one dutifully at a time no plan no rung guess I'm left behind again and again and again |