Having to save a race you hate! Poor Mother Nature! Maybe it'll work out!
| What should I do? I know I have to save Earth. I have to save my family
and friends. What I want to know is, how am I going to deal with my feelings for
her. So much has changed. Then I remembered what she had said. ‘I also thought
that you would still uphold your promise’. Does that mean that she still has feelings
for me? Is she a completely different person or is she the one I met the other day,
just with better grammar and more memories? This is just confusing. I only met her
and I already feel like my heart will break just thinking about her leaving me. Should
I get close to her and share all the time she has left with her or do I leave now so
that I don’t risk getting even further attached to her? What is best for me and the
world? Why is it left to me to make such an important decision. What would my
dad say? I’m pretty sure he’d say ‘go with your heart. It knows you best. It’ll tell
you what to do if you just listen to it.’
I’ve made my decision. Though I still have three days, I can’t stand to stay away
any longer. “Mom, I’m going out. See you when I get back.” Why do I feel like this?
I think I’ve fallen in love! With someone I’ve barely known two days! I have to tell
her. I don’t want to be like the ones that came before me.