Small bites

5 in the chest or 1 in the head?

From the looks of things - it doesn't look like I'll complete in Summer of 2012. A demoralizing realization this close to the end. I'm waiting for the final word on that to know for sure but it doesn't look good. While time will tell in regards to whether or not this is as big a deal to me 10 years from now however, it's sucking the will to continue right out of me.

I don't want to jump through any more hoops. I don't want to fill out any more paperwork. I don't want to add on another 90 days to my countdown. I don't want my diploma to say December 2012 instead of August 2012. I wanted the chance to walk in front of my family and friends or at least the option to choose for myself that I wasn't going to.