PinkBubbles

Love is the answer

This was yesterdays entry and I will just add on today's as I am dead tired....

6/2


I don't have my blog, so I shall just blog here:) I can still turn a awww! into a ahhh!


Today was a mixed bag.

I am writing this in hopes that it is recorded because it seems it may be for upgraded not basic members, so even if no one else can read it, I am hoping I can. I bought basic upgrades, silly me. But at least I have my items:)

My car passed smog and then took another poop. Good and bad news. Passed:) Pooped:(

Good news is now I just have to get it registered and I can with the smog certificate. All states that do not have this, consider yourselves so lucky!

I took my car back to the shop that fixed it the first time and he assured me they could fix it. I am praying and hoping it is nothing big. Just something that was not fixed correctly, as it is the same thing...misfires.

I turned in my temp disability papers. We shall see how that works out. I applied online for three jobs. They all start when school starts which allows me to heal from surgery.

My ex has apologized. I know it was a hard thing for him to do....he has a sick father (alcoholism is a disease) and he has to chose or did chose him over me. I am no longer bitter. A little sad, but in time...things will be fine. It is the holding on and taking day by day that is tiring...but many have had it worse and I can do this and stop being a baby.

I have friends, family, people who care for me. I noticed that when I see people, especially older people, they are attracted to me. They start conversations with me, sit by me....I seem to comfort them and they seem to smile more and talk a lot more...even if they came in with a grouchy face. I have noticed this more lately. They comfort me too.....

I think if one is positive and your energy is positive...you can attract the same and you can also change the atmosphere as well. It is part of the PINK bubbles thing. Hard to explain...very scientific....and I am no scientist:P Anyways...I am going to try and SMILE more :D It certainly does not hurt. It takes more muscles to frown.

I have made a habit of being negative....habits are hard to break, like smoking....but it can be done. :D:D Surround yourself with love and light and you can do anything.

while, I know this entry was not ALL positive, life is not either. It is how we deal with it. I put down the bad and good. It is how you react to the bad things that matter, not the bad things themselves. I am working on that too....how I react. Wish me luck!


6/3

My car needed all new spark plugs. The mechanic gave me the best deal he could and my daughter lent me the money, although I know it was tough for her. I now have a registered, smogged, running car!

I picked up my scripts and got a twenty five dollar gift card for the store. Helps with some extras I might need.

I am just putting the positive notes. I am handling things a little differently today. I am tired....I am healing both body, soul, and mind. I am glad.

I came on to find my friend had helped me get my blog back.

There have been a lot of people who have helped, whether it be a kind word, money (that was hard asking...and I know who I have to pay it back or no worries, I pay forward...I rather enjoy that actually...but this may be a lesson?), a smile, a card....whatever...just I am finding humanity is all over. I am noticing much more beauty in myself and finding I need less of what I thought I needed, things and more of what is already out there free for the taking...love.