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What whispers your name in the night...

Write what whispers your name in the night..
Hmm, where should I start? First of all I should let all my readers I'm a night owl. For some reason my body doesn't hurt as much at night. I've never been able to figure out why that seems to be the case it just is so I'm just thankful for it; therefore night time is my favorite part of the day.

My mind never seems to want to shut off. It always seems to be going a hundred miles a hour especially, at night.

I have so many dreams I want to accomplish in this lifetime. I believe in myself and dreams I truly do. At night I can't help but think about my guardian Angels—They Whisper my name often in the night. I've been so blessed to have many friends in my lifetime, but, sadly for some reason I've also had to deal with quite a bit of sudden death. Death isn't the most pleasant situation we have deal with and yes death is a natural part of life but sudden death can rock your world to the core.

December 23, 2000-Pamela/My Pooh-My little spit fire. She lived life to the fullest it's true. she worked two jobs and partied hearty. She was my pooh I was her Piglet. She had an amazing singing voice that could rock the house. We played sisters in our high school play. She was like a mother to my children. She was selfless when it came to my kids because she couldn't have children of her own. She was born with turners syndrome. She wasn't one to go to the doctors often, but she began to not feel well. The doctor diagnosed her with hypoglycemia so I began making her come to my house more often so she would eat better. She loved it!

On December 22nd she came to take my children to the movies to see The Grinch That Stole Christmas After the movie she came upstairs to chat with me. I was already in bed because it was late so she laid across my belly.

I wrapped my arms around her saying, "What's up Pooh?"

Mommy's gonna be so mad at me I didn't put up any Christmas decorations at her house, she whined.

Her mom was in the hospital. She'd just had life saving surgery.

Pamela, don't worry about it. Mommy will understand. You do work two jobs.

She lifted her head looking at my port-a-pot. I need to get one of those commodes for mommy so she won't have to climb up and down the steps. I hugged her tighter saying,

"Don't worry about the small stuff we'll get her one. Now, I know you're exhausted go downstairs and enjoy my christmas tree while you drift off to sleep.

She said, "I love you Piglet. I kiss you face," as she kissed me good night on the cheek.

I didn't know it at the time, but that was the last time I would ever see my PammiPooh.

The next morning she woke up and took my children to school. She went to work. My Daughter Amy and a dear friend came to pick me up from work that night I could see something was wrong by the blank look on both their faces...

Pamela, had a fatal heart attack at work. She was only 34 years old. My life was forever changed.

I miss you Pooh! The next day I went to the pharmacy and delivered a commode to her Mother—I, fondly called her Momma Nance.

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~Today They're in heaven smiling down on me as I write this~Love Marcia

January 1, 2009-Tammy/My Eeyore-Had such low self esteem. She had a dynamite voice. She loved to sing. I tried so very hard to help her believe in herself. She had a heart of gold. All she ever wanted was to be loved for who she was inside. Her biggest dream in life was to become a mother.

Luci and Suzi Time  (13+) A true story about my niece's death...a precious memory #1877298 by Marcia~I'm Home :)

August 23, 2013-Heather/My AngelBaby-When Heather came into my life she was so lost and confused. I was drawn to her all I wanted to do was give her real unconditional love and show her how amazing she is and how awesome life can be.

Did I Ever Tell You?  (E) Dreams Do Come True! #1908066 by Marcia~I'm Home :)

Now, this brings me to my dreams right now, At this moment I have two of them. One of them is to sing someday with Martina McBride. The other is to finish writing my life story and have it published someday in hopes it'll inspire others to see life is an amazing gift from God and that everyone matters. Everyone is amazing in their own way; hence

"No One Has The Power To Make You Feel Less Than Amazing!"

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Learn to love yourself the way you are God bless all my readers
~Marcia