E.T.A

My Jack-In The Box will not work...

Moment, A momentous event worthy of almost fifty years of just good enough. Santa came and went by the time I was seven. Yes, I have experienced the natural progression of life events--school; marriage, a child, buying my first home, I have checkmarks in most of the boxes of the" what have you accomplished in life?" So. why do I feel unaccomplished? Where is this Awe-Ha moment, Yes! I have done it moment? I bought a lottery ticket today--did not win. Gave to the poor--felt like I needed to give more, Looked to the clouds to see if any spectacular formations were lofting--waiting for me to capture their splendor--they were typical. O.K....This week I am not seeking/expecting anything, Maybe I will wake up some morning and there will be a knock at my door. I will ask, "Who is it?" Reply. "No one you were expecting?