my positive journey
| Things are going to happen in life that we can't avoid. Sometimes it takes the best part of me and tosses it off to the side of the road. If I allow my sub conscious to take over, well I would be crying every day.
Staying focused is so important to me for my own well being. I know that my son's life will be shortened. When? Not sure. He is so very sick. A mother's heart can be broken in the most hurtful ways. I can't break! I have stay focused on getting him through his own journey.
This weekend had me in tears. I was looking at pictures at my mother's of my son when he was healthy and happy. I couldn't help it. I couldn't stop it. No matter how much I bring myself to stay positive. The heart thinks differently. A challenge at the best of times.
So I focused on the happy memories and no he isn't the same person but he is dealing with so much. How could you be the same? I wrote him a letter as I do a lot. To remind him how strong he is and how proud we are that even though living on his own is a struggle he is being independent the best way he knows how.
We focus on everything we are blessed with even though the tears still come. Staying positive is so important. This year is going to be hard for my family with good and bad moments. We have to hold on to the good.
To focus on what could happen only darkens our path. Focus on the light and find our way to blessings in disguise.