The Definition of Insanity

Demons + Old Memories

Hi guys! I’m back. I need to vent for a second.

So I just texted an old friend telling them I was sorry for ending the friendship and so on. It happened about a year or so ago now but hey, better late than never I suppose. She said she forgives me and that yes, we can talk. I would have been okay with not talking, I just wanted to get that off my chest. The thing is, we’re very different people. She’s into romance, is disgusted by the LGBTQ+ community, and doesn’t understand psychology. I don’t know why I suddenly wanted to apologize but I do feel a little better.

I don’t know to do now honestly. I have this longing for something but I don’t know what it is. It may just be missing Kat, and wanting to see her but we’ve never been together so that’s probably out. This feeling is weird and I almost want it gone, but you can’t run from everything...even if that sounds so tempting. I guess it could be about someone else but that person hasn’t talked to me in months, and they won’t be anymore I don’t think.

I don’t even feel like writing right now. Adíos 🍪