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Printed from https://www.writing.com/main/profile/blog/ripglaedr3/month/5-1-2025
Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750

A nothing from nowhere cast his words to a world wide wind, and got in your eye.

May 29, 2025 at 10:59pm
May 29, 2025 at 10:59pm
#1090241
To Death Eternal With Love, my dearly beloved…

Better to end it sweetly than belabor my love…

clenched in firm grasp before I let you slip
into the blue, washing cascade taking you through,
as I refuse regret — lost another chance, at love return…

where mud dries, life firming keeps you permanent
and grounded, dreamless, without love-passion eternal…

nor free for anything better one’s dull eyes might spy
but end you and I before love’s return, my dour frown —

where I leave you in permanence, no other choice found.

Accept and push you down, with two hands, my love —
I must drown under clear, soft of rippling and hovering ether —
wavy memory, hoping not to see such despair, because…

no design, but another misery — nor long left for we two
that cherished a christening sun — burnt flesh fading,

faith lingering in shade, as you shadow with nothing…

so, end sweet, quick, love…no longer delaying,
beneath icy surface we die before death with knowing
an eminence of any deceit still showing, how.to.kill.love.

Release that grasp son, gone now, time to let her slip.

Sun falls quick to unsettlement, earth scorched, devouring
what remains amid cinder in an accelerant container…full.



5.29.25
22 lines, free verse
Went too long…can truncate to alleviate burdened verbiage…probably won’t (Eyore)

There could be more verses, but had to end …

Resubmerging —

(Midnight In Harlem echoing with verses and chorus, as I wrote…pronouncing organ, especially, like Gospel.)
May 7, 2025 at 1:17am
May 7, 2025 at 1:17am
#1088851
Pity Doesn’t Apply (Mortality)

Half blind, half dead
We walk through life holding on to innocence
Deluded from mortality
Helpless, abandoned like a child’s broken toy
We want to cry out,
Mother? Father? My true love?? Wonder,
Do we truly exist?
Frozen in unshakeable nightmare scene
One frame projected
Why grieve after innocence lost, accept
Dead all these years

If you feel a sensation, absorb it, hold on
Savor the days remaining


https://www.thehaughtyculturist.com/films/dont-look-now-1973-themes-analysis-exp...
Reviewer wrong. He wanted to die from guilt, be wrongfully persecuted by something morally reprehensible, justify error life.

5.6.25
I could feel true death inch closer and not give a fuck.
I’m here. My time is now, and every single moment I still draw breath.
Exhale whatever toxin that doesn’t apply, I nurture myself.
Life’s pity doesn’t apply. You need it? Take it for yourself.


(Something confrontational redacted to spare them)

Beady
You could see sawdust puff from his ears, when my mitre saw cut between his beedy eyes’ glare.
I had something more blunt in mind, but stuffing requires larger orifices.

Cut first, measure twice afterward…then, the hammer.


I think Apple auto-correct is attempting to redact words by ignorantly not suggesting them, or underlining correct words as if they don’t apply or exist. *Shock2*
EVERYBODY, OFF THE INTERNET NOW! SAVE YOURSELVES! Dystopia is…already a reality.
Tunes into the Bully Puppet show watching for latest in Nazi News.
Calling it something different doesn’t make it different
Bliss = Ignorance / Ignorance = Sex in the woods at night with a crazed killer on the loose
Really, apply what you want. The I Told You So letterhead writing pad is purchased and ready for additional witticism, envelope and bottle to stuff in with gasoline and a little rag.
SAVE YOURSELF!
*throat hoarse*

None of this means anything, until they come to clear out casualties and read my final warnings.
They’ll probably comment on my grammar.

One of the first to launch my quest for hearts that naturally appear.

2024 Quill Awards Finalist

What I look like as a smug German artist with a turtleneck. Can’t find anything normal.


I function on another wavelength.
 
T̵̢̝̗̰̪̠̹͗̾̾h̵̥͉̲̠̍̽͛̌͂̆̚ě̸̗͓̱̺̮̣̽͆ Ab̴̦̄̈͐̾̑̚͝s̸͉̻̃͘ě̸̗͓̱̺̮̣̽͆n̴̝͚͎͔̘̰̅ͅcě̸̗͓̱̺̮̣̽͆ o̷͍̥̣̺͋f̶̭̱̘͇͊͋̾̋̄͆ Wa̴͙͓̓̕vě̸̗͓̱̺̮̣̽͆l̵̩̘̯̪͋͒͒̉͒̄ě̸̗͓̱̺̮̣̽͆n̴̝͚͎͔̘̅ͅg̸̫͙̻̭͐͝ț̴̵̢̝̗̰̪̠̹̈́͌͆̑͋͂̅͗̾̾h̵̥͉̲̠̍̽͛̌͂̆̚
May 2, 2025 at 3:18am
May 2, 2025 at 3:18am
#1088495
I cannot say nothing, nor anything. Let’s give more words proper burial beneath the unmarked

As yet, squinting

Some Poet With His Words:

I took 2 big handfuls of life, spat on each —
then threw to ground to boot-stomp-snuff out.
What does it mean? Shrug.
These thoughts of words that rumble in and out
I decide to not ignore, write down, but
not follow further to flesh out because
the composition no more needs to stand
before what’s loosely termed audience because
there is no true interaction among writers when
a soul that could share empathy for others has yet
been visualized, material, with regard for contributions,
once called content,
as it is just a pile of this now, which
I could stand over to direct watch a decay,
death feign melding with her,
insoluble postulates pooling
with its own filth ignorance in dirt.

It’s proof — of lies lacking/truth existence
in the charade forced to live, to comply, or
be out here inside viewing a filmy mirror of myself
in missed givings. Not going near
why did you have me mom? as the
unplanned glue that kept a 45-year union together.
Inconceivable amid the ill-conceived
— this once happy idiot —
before met by the gift of little brother.

Am I a lone survivor, hobo, with
a corner chair reclining in temperant housing?
Shrug. Is that what I was trying to convey cryptically?
Sorry. All out of shrugs. Have to
bird tail these things now,
give each estate a note before finding a shovel.


5.2.25

Waking from a loosely-termed 10-hour nap, rumpled and winkled. Yup, gag on it Apple. My glasses are missing, BTDubs and without…wrote without.

We got her all dressed up in this ML, before saying some words before lowering in this hole, lacking editor mortician.

This not contempt, nor death, since neither can exist in perpetuity.
Ask a lawyer. Consult the interjecting, brainwashed AI.
It was unable to attend services, too busy answering but not learning.

I know eye rolls of cowardice. Share a thought with ‘class’? Loud enough so we can all learn.
Where’s wisdom but taste-testing its lolly-pops, as gums rot teeth into their own decay.

What could be more blissfully stupid? Plenty. Rhetorical. One-word debates aside, delusion and deluders among ignorance wax on until passersby, hesitation, then continue like old hens, as intended be.
‘It is what it is’ and nowhere near c’est la vie.

“As Public As A Frog” (owned, it’s just accounts from a genealogist)
A book my grandfather, I was told, reviled, and wrote one of his own that was burned post mortem in a fire (w things died) by my Catholic Aunt Mary, making my dad upset. I never learned of its contents. Grandpa is urban legend, and I’m cut from a cloth that skips a generation. It’s my nightmare too, lived. Yet, sweetly I slumber with the best visions that cure the addled head.

Signed,

Cereal Killer
Back to the word store for Alphabets

Tonight! Murder of the English language. We bring you shocking details…

What? Of a world gone mad? Who refuses your pity and will make sure you know it, manipulative…?? Mmph, mmph…

{In other news today…

*lurks*

Not cute anymore…


Disclaimer— the sentiments above were acted out
*bows* knowingly

Defense team happy to witness for the prosecution, once Barney gets that bullet out of his pocket.
Did your mother dress you?

More lines rumbling, who knows? *shrug*

Now, where are those glasses.


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