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Printed from https://www.writing.com/main/books/item_id/1149750-Never-Was/month/7-1-2022
Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750

A nothing from nowhere cast his words to a world wide wind, and got in your eye.

July 25, 2022 at 12:13am
July 25, 2022 at 12:13am
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I’ll keep digging for obscure music…
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July 1, 2022 at 9:07am
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F.R., my twinnie, once said:

“…being about this feeling when someone sees a side to you that you’re trying to hide. The parts of ourselves we don’t show…because we think they won’t accept us or love us for our darker side. And just the idea of when someone does see that side…that we try and hide, and does accept and loves us for them – it’s the most liberating feeling in the world.

So I wanted to…capture that. That fear and excitement around that moment of thinking, ‘Maybe I can be like that, maybe someone can love me for it.’”

As writer, me, I often feel who I am gets astray from who I really am in environments where I dwell and people get glimpses around this Loch Ness. Only when I write can I feel I will come into clearer view for those who’ll read and consider. Maybe, there’s more to me. There’s the risk I’ll fail at conveying, or being further misunderstood, but definitely pinned down as what I am, and still not worthy. I’ve learned to accept I don’t appeal to all, while I go on, trying.

*picks up guitar* so, I wrote a little song…? It’s called, Read My Blog??

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