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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
I like to service my old truck there. I had a starter replaced and then replaced again. I had an ac pump installed there and then replaced and eventually bypassed. .. Recently, I had 3 batteries replaced and a fan belt twice all at Pep Boys. Now, the water pump has started leaking and that was installed at Pep Boys too, but its under warranty like all the other defective parts I had installed at Pep Boys. Pep Boys 1 Durgin Road Portsmouth, NH 03801 1 603 430 6223 Events like these remind of other mishaps; like getting a promotion with no raise. Or my sister calling me a lazy bum, when I was taking care of mom. Then again, getting fired for having a hernia is little more shitty. Of course, Tony did hit the top ten list when he said I was selfish, because I wanted an equal third of dad's estate. I got much less, but I digress. I guess I hold a grudge. Here I am rehashing old farts and my truck is being repaired for free. It's all under warranty .. Oh, the dick who tried to get me fired from my current job is working at Pep Boys now. He is so screwed. :) I had a dream my sister got cancer and willed the money she took from me back to me. I got a chubby. That's not Christian. I just want to be fair. I feel like some coco and then I'll talk to my lawyer about Pep Boys. I like that. |