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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
| Ah, the reflection in the ripples of time. I guess I'm sensitive. My mother told me I was. She was spooky in her prediction. She never missed ... One thing is constant , moms are spooky. I loved my mother and not so much anybody else.. Dad was considerate, but distant. So, what? How many people have had the same regrets about family? I look at my life as a journey , so far nothing much has popped up. Where will it all lead? Look, I know this is rambling dribble , but have you thought about Devine Providence? I have a lot of time to think about this.. What if everything we do has profound implications? Why do these crazies go ballistic and massacre bystanders? Maybe, I was rude to one of them and that set them off? There is a line of impertinence in my writing. I've often wondered if I'm encouraging antisocial behavior. There are so many other larger malevolent influences , like violent video games or violent movies... It seems egotistical to believe that I have any sway in the flood of hedonism and sardonic nihilism.. I'll bet much of the serial killings are related to obsessive narcissism and masturbation. Have you ever thought about how many times a day you are enticed? People are encouraged to be impulsive and the media plays on their vanity and avarice.. I just do not believe any good will come from this. This Putin guy is nuts and he might drag us into WWIII. The kid, who goes on a killing spree is nuts too, but on a smaller scale. They both are looking for power in violence. It never works for me. Oh well, I have no control over the whimsy of the masses. Tootles. |
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