These pages contain my thoughts, from meandering ideas and persuasions to deep cerebrations and serious mentations.
Why, for what purpose? To release my mind and set creativity free. Somewhere inside the constraints of my mind dwells a writer, a poet, an artist who paints with words. In here, I release those constraints and set the artist free.
Perhaps, lost somewhere in the depths of thought, is a story or a poem, waiting to be written.
As someone who is an introvert but lives in the Cities, I actually prefer urban living. I grew up in an exurb where people knew each others' business. Given my personality and history, that was actually pretty dangerous. Moving to the Twin Cities has given me a reprieve from all that.
It's tough this time of year, even for people with no objective reason to be depressed; it can only be worse for those with such a reason. And advice that works for extroverts won't always work for us introverts.
And don't talk to anyone from palliative care yet. They're always focused on last days, not next days.
Weather is anyone's guess! Weatherman er people do the best they can i think. Its just their best guess. Here in Texas going to be 80 tomorrow. Next week 60s and 40s. No rhyme or reason.
Ick, it's always a pain when dark clouds get trapped in your head. It must be scary being alone. Know our thoughts and prayers are with you. And Jeremy's right, I'm sure there are support systems nearby if you can find them. Is there a local church, perhaps?
I can see how isolating this is all can be for you. Have you researched social offerings near you? Perhaps something you're interested in or a hobby. Or a writing group? I'd also suggest maybe looking into local support groups for cancer survivors. They've been in your shoes and can relate better than anyone else. And what better way to beat the doom and gloom then others that have kicked cancer's ass! Regardless, your friends here will always be available for you. I know it's not the same as visiting in person and bitching about the weather, but I'm certainly willing to try
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