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Rated: E · Book · Emotional · #2093535

One man's journey to find the way home

          I am an American Baptist ordained minister. I began my life journey in Massachusetts, where I was called to help people understand what it meant to know a loving God. The call came during a time when I was wrestling with how to help my brother Kurt, who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia during my high school years. I was a new Christian by my senior year following trying to understand what it meant for me to care about a person like my brother who others tended to stay away from.
          After twenty three years in Massachusetts, God sent me to the land of Kansas City where I spent about 35 years of my life. I was a pastor, a resident chaplain, a supervisor in training and most recently a caregiver and security. Everything I have done vocationally has been with God in mind. That does not mean that I am totally comfortable with all the movings of the Spirit.
          I am now in Erie where I do not know very many people. I came here because of my wife. She is from Erie and coming here was the right thing to do. It just plain made sense. My kids had grown up. I did not like Kansas city in terms of climate and was looking forward to a change. I had become very frustrated vocationally and longed to come to Erie to get a second opinion, because I honestly believed that was what God had wanted for me. I left behind kids and grandkids who I loved!!!! I had two jobs that I enjoyed. They were both very appreciative of my skills and I was making more money with the two jobs than I ever had. I heard more than once. ARE YOU CRAZY?
          Well I can only say that I am in love with God's leading. I am starting all over again. It has not been easy. Maybe some of you can offer me some words of support. I am lonely despite the fact my wife is with me. She battles depression and has two siblings that are having similar battles. When it is all said I am in a depressed community with a depressed wife and her family. So I begin the conversation....
WELCOME!!
March 23, 2022 at 8:23pm
March 23, 2022 at 8:23pm
#1029403
Running, I am feeling my oats. It is the first day of really feeling sweat. I can feel the pounds coming off as I sweat. I am not sure I met my goals of reading and writing. I am writing. I am running. I read what I write. I was tempted to sign up for burger King. My wife did not want it. I signed for faith sharing. It will be slow. Celebrate the three miles I ran. It will come together, but not on my time. Be with me God.
March 23, 2022 at 4:41am
March 23, 2022 at 4:41am
#1029370
It has been a long time since my last writing. Four straight days of work does that. I pray to get thru the week. Maybe today I make a list. I want to read, write and go to the YMCA. Let's see what happens.


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