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Poems exploring whether or not we create our world, through reflections past and current .
World By Design


Periods of personal upheaval, no matter the degrees of their importance, often make me wonder: Are we creating the world we live in, or to what extent is it predetermined based on the birth lottery we won/lost? How much of what we do is merely adapting, as opposed to building something new? I wanna use these ideas as the loose basis for this collection.

I expect a lot of these pieces to be personal yet vague; real yet surreal. Dark at times, but hopeful. Odd and poignant. Disturbingly therapeutic. While I have no shortage of life experiences to mine content from, confronting them and filtering the thoughts and emotions will at times be difficult- not just for me, but occasionally for the reader as well. The goal for this project is to dig a little deeper into myself, using the momentum from my recent collections to cut new grooves into the framework, I suppose...and if it's readable, that's a bonus.

Edit 11/2020: Are we living in a world created for us. or are we creating it as we go along? Is there an answer? I don't know if I know, or if I'm the one to consult on that.

Comments, compliments, and feedback of all kinds- good or bad- are most certainly welcome. It's not just my journey; we're in this together.

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Best Poetry Collection
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November 12, 2020 at 4:07pm
November 12, 2020 at 4:07pm
#998212
11-11-20


After all,
what do we have to lose?
We live limitless
inside our limits;
deceived into complacency
and rich in what we think
enrichens us.
We're not not wrong,
but we're also
very wrong
in playing along
in groups and
societies that
try to angle our functions
to their needs.
And you know and I know
we don't need
those needs.
Pack it in
and unpack;
keep only what you can carry.
None of us is
long for this world;
even more
if we continue longing.
It wasn't built for us
and what exactly
are we trying to build,
if not the same things?
The end is only
the means to more endings.
And the beginning
just leads to more questions
we're yet to see.
Me?
I'm right here...
but I'm not going anywhere.
October 23, 2020 at 3:03pm
October 23, 2020 at 3:03pm
#996570
10-22-20


The entry was never intended
on being an exit.
You wanted this
         so much;
don't cry when it's over
if you couldn't be bothered
         when it began.
Maintain yourself as a
         one-line drawing
we can see through
to not be you. See, I'm
very concerned
with the very concerned,
and I watch you on a wire
         extended
by the discontent you couldn't
wait to get sick of or from.
You can wish to your god
it'll all be over,
but you're missing the point
         that it's just begun.
October 23, 2020 at 2:58pm
October 23, 2020 at 2:58pm
#996567
7-17-20


When you see the writing on the wall,
what goes through your mind?
There are words that can set you
free if you know their meaning,
or constrict you upon your feelings.
Do you ever settle down,
and take note of your surroundings
         in general?
It's an unformed habit,
uniform in its uncertainty.

To find something first you must find out
if you deserve to know what most words
         are talking about.
It's ok to say no or maybe no,
but they're telling you "I told you so!"
Do you have an answer?
Do you have an agenda that was
         planned for?
Do you?

In the war of you versus you,
who are you fighting for?
You've seen the writing on the wall,
but how many times can you burn it down?

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Best Medium Length Poem, Free Verse
October 23, 2020 at 2:51pm
October 23, 2020 at 2:51pm
#996566
6-21-20


Are you in the coroner's corner?
With a face like a funeral you're
reaching for the next day
like you're glad it hasn't come for you.
Trying to survive
in the advents you subscribed
to           isn't always the calmest
way to claim you're as American
as systemic racism.
You can't be looking ahead
while holding on to a past that
         no longer exists.
Either you're here in the now,
         or you've quit.

What does it mean when someone dies?
And what if it's your allies
         doing the killing?
Are they still worth supporting?
To each their own but
I can't be a party to those who
treat certain lives so disposably.
I was taught life could be
         repairable.

You love looking forward,
away from the past and today.
It turns you on but it's coming for you
         either way.
October 23, 2020 at 2:43pm
October 23, 2020 at 2:43pm
#996564
3-19-20


He trims his beard with a lighter;
clips his words like ransom notes.
If everything is anything,
he knows better than he hopes.

shuttle shuttle shuttle

Out comes one needle,
and in goes another.
He's not a savior if he finds the cure.
He's just the happiness ever after.

shuffle shuffle shuffle

He's your tomorrow if you swallow
pill after pills that hollow
your sense and delights.
You're stuck with you and him
         every night.

stutter stutter stutter

Shank every code you've known;
those nodes no longer cast in stone.
Even the air is up in the air.
Throw your hands up like you don't care.

mutter mutter mutter

He's got a date with a test kit.
He's the one who never gets it.
Raise a toast to his insistence
that he was never contagious.

but he is           but he is           but he is

If he is you and you are me,
do you see why we're quarantined?
It's easier to see when he's not among us
that he's not just carrying;
         he's the virus.

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Best Medium Length Poem, Free Verse
February 3, 2020 at 2:31pm
February 3, 2020 at 2:31pm
#974804
1-25-20


Some fear dying alone;
I don't.
I could wake up here,
or not.
Wouldn't matter if I had no words
to say how I felt.
I have them now and you don't
notice at all.

If I could take you to bed and leave,
I wouldn't.
I know I could tell you to leave
even if I shouldn't.

You can't hold your breath when you sleep;
I tried.
If I told you I did it anyway, would you...
would you know I lied?
I don't fear dying alone, as much
as I do with you.
Dying with you was something
I never planned to do.

If I could take you to bed and leave,
I wouldn't.
If I had the chance to wake you, I
know I shouldn't.

Every waking hour is a reminder
that I'm not of your kind.

There are days that go by
where you're on the outskirts of my mind.
My life is passing by
and you're circling the roundabouts
         of my highway, waving hi.
This isn't the life we planned.
God damn.
It's not a mere circumstance.
It's how we landed.

If I could take you to bed and leave,
I should.
You don't wanna die next to me
as I die alone.
February 3, 2020 at 2:11pm
February 3, 2020 at 2:11pm
#974803
12-27-19


Remember when I was your mayor?
I had no say.
And when no one listened,
I turned them all away.
Nothing's guaranteed except everything.
Drink it up before falling astray.

Drink it up
         before
it's no longer there to enjoy.
February 3, 2020 at 2:08pm
February 3, 2020 at 2:08pm
#974802
12-17-19


livin' hard is hardly livin'

How many tries can a backpack carry?
How many lies does it take to please every
person around with their minds made up
that no matter what, I'm never enough?
Let's try to get through this fluidly,
as if this is the first time you're getting
to know me. It's passively awkward, right?
No wrongs or rights or end in sight;
         breathe and release.
         Tomorrow's another me.

How many personas can one pair
of Chucks deliver? More than one bears
witness to at any given moment.
You see it, you saw it, and now you're spent
or bent on making that your impression.
Are you satisfied with that intention?
Have you fully dialed up your compression,
or tried a simpler plan of investing
         time and patience in another
         person in your history to uncover?

I don't run in my backpack and Chucks
so much but I've abandoned giving fucks
in situations unnecessary, in order to
preserve my decency and independency.
I still deliver what I consider
standard wordplay for the clever and interested.
Maybe I'm not who you think I am, but listen:
I'm probably more if you sifted through
         these words I'm gifting to you.
         It's not like I'm expecting it though.

in a time of cultural complacency
the act of being yourself is revolutionary
February 3, 2020 at 1:53pm
February 3, 2020 at 1:53pm
#974801
11-29-19


Do you
know who you are?
You don't need to.
I see you
and how you treat people.
You're more
than one of a kind.
You're a kind.
Not a "kind of..."
but the noun of a verb
in a world of hurts
you never show your
vulnerability to.
And of everything else
standing out
that could be attached
to you like labels or
fables or constructions
of somethings only seen
out of everyone else's
conveniences, you're
not just kind, but
a kind. Effortlessly.
Nature uncondescending.
You know you could be more,
but to what detriment?
You are. You
already are.
And that's enough, besides
anything else you
wish to be.
I'm not sure
where else to start
or how to thank you,
but I know you know
it's just you and
your default mode.
Of all the kinds,
one hundred thousand times,
you're a kind
unto your own,
unmatched,
more than you know.

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Best Long Poem, Free Verse
September 20, 2019 at 4:24pm
September 20, 2019 at 4:24pm
#966504
         (via Leonard Cohen)
9-17-19


Everyone knows it as my fault,
         not yours and mine;
your voice carries louder
over my interpretations and lesser designs.
I can’t name your names because
         there’re too many,
and when I drink to forget
you remind me of memories I
know better than to hold on to.
         I can’t, but I can,
         even when they’re more the enemy
         that I wish to comprehend.
You vested my suit and lies;
         tied up my goodbyes.
We could say nothing and let’s
         just; rather than we tried.

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