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Throughout my childhood, I was told that I had to finish what I started before moving on to something new. The result was me getting knocked out by a baseball I was meant to catch because I was reciting Poe to myself instead of paying attention to the game around me. After a few other mishaps, my parents relented and I was allowed to be a quitter. Of course, each time I gave something up, I was still lectured on how I was letting people down. Trust me, I'm sure my baseball coach would rather have had me leave the team rather than trying to motivate me to practice instead of learning inane facts about the history of the first All-American Girls Baseball League. As an adult, I give myself permission to move on once I've lost interest. It's freeing. For me though, the key is to remember that I can't do all the things all of the time. Clearly, trying to juggle six things at once only ends with me whacking myself in the head when I fail. Instead, I've decided to choose three or four things to focus on at once, in addition to the daily responsibilities of taking care of my family and home. This brings up another problem. I struggle with managing my time. You'd think this would be easy. It probably is simple for most people, but creating a work/life balance is intimidating for someone with no schedule at all. I don't have set times for a job outside of the house or actual classes to attend. My health issues often leave me tired and randomly napping. Now that I've scaled down my to-do list, I need to figure out when to do it. Routines do not come naturally to me, so finding one that works will be an interesting task in itself. Even though I don't want to admit it, in the end, it turns out that my mother is still right about a few things. Including that too much freedom can be a bad thing. |
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but seems to be okay today. I worry about my poor circulation, scrub my toes with a soft bristle brush, watch discoloration come and go. I probably need new arteries or veins but hey... "Heathcare" USA (enough said?). I may be better off trying something here in Thailand. But still... wish I lived in a country that had adequate patient based healthcare. Thailand and Taiwan mostly do, but I can't access it. First world systems like Europe, Canada and Australia do, but again, I can't access it. 