Noticing Newbies

This is me. I'm a writer. In my head I tell myself this. My head is telling me I should say hello and so, I say HELLO! After all, this is the headquarters for the 'Newbies' of which I'm definitely one. Wait, let me start over. I believe... wait, hold on. The ringing in my ears is becoming a problem. Okay, I'm typing for the sake of typing. I want more. Criticize everything I post, PLEASE! My goal is to become good. Not only morally but mentally. Good at what? Well, bullshit and a tad of rhetoric. I want to become pleasing to the ear, but detrimental to the heart. I want people to think. Ultimately, I want to be a force for good in the world. Right now, I take out trash and clean toilets for a living. This is not my calling but it's something that is noble. I feel it is noble. I will continue to do the noble work of making sure societies toilets have no rings around the porcelain at water level. I'm honoured that I can make sure that when people pray "I'm never doing this again!" they see clean tile and a bright white void to stare into. Yes. I sleep good at night. Leave the world a better place right? So it pleases me to find this place to post my thoughts. My words are my life. I have nothing else.