Question of the Day!

I'm not reading this time. I'm trying to write a story and I fear if I had a book that I was reading alongside writing, it might influence it and I could unintentionally lift a scene from the book. So I'm really behind everything about writing. The hospitals I've been to have made my mind lazy and it felt as though it was on a long vacation which included meals - 3 times a day. And my visitors were all therapists and doctors and a few times, the priest would give me Communion. I've been battling this crap that I'm in right now. Tomorrow I see the doctor, a new specialist, to figure out my chemical balance. I can't think straight if I were to be honest. My story is flowing but I am not able to match the NaNoWriMo goal. (smh)