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He absolutaly loves me. But I don't. It kills me everytime I see how unhappy he is because of me. I don't know how to make him believe that I'm no good. It's so strange , for other person I have to prove how bad , ugly and unlovely I'm. But it's my choise. I want him to be happy and untill he loves me he won't be. I know it will be very hard for him to forget me, but I can't watch him anymore. He feels sick, he wants me. I can't give him love. There was a limit for my love and now it's over. I feel like I'll never fall in love again. I think :"If such love as it was ours has dissaperead, than how I will love anyone but not him?" But it's time for me to be single, I have so many things to do. If you read it, please think about my story and tell me what should I do. I want to write story about our love, but it will painful to me. Maybe I'll do it later. :) This time, just try to help me somehow. Thanks a lot! Helen. |
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