Houdini

I gave him my heart and all i got was this lousy pen.

**September 8, 2005**

You throw me in a dark room
With windows painted blue,
Barred and shutting out daylight.
You lock the door behind you
And shove the key down your throat...
I feel as though there's no escape.

Hours go by,
And im lonely and morose,
When light floods the room.
My pupils dialate
As your face floods my vision,
And it makes me too happy to be indignant.

Your smile cast a shadow
On the world around me
As you hold me close to your chest.
I'm firghtened that i may ruin this
Just like all the rest...
Is it something that i did?

Because when you throw me
In that dark room,
My world is painted blue;
Your eyes are barred and shutting me out
And i dont know what to do...
But i know that when you're ready,
You'll come around...
And i'll always be waiting-
But i wont make a sound.